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Rising Star
11:30 – 300mg Theobromine
12:30-12:45 210ml of lemon juice harmala extract
1:40 100mg of DMT Fumarate taken with orange juice.
This was the first time I’ve tried Theobromine with pharmahuasca and I definitely felt the difference.
With the 300mg on its own, in the hour before taking harmala, I felt something – lot of energy, bit of a stimulating effect. Nothing much changed till taking the DMT Fumarate. From here on out I’m not too certain of time. I did feel the DMT coming on fairly quickly & by 2:00 I was having intense CEVs and later on some very introspective thoughts about my past patterns of behaviour which I was able to explore. My aim this session was to try to get some insight into my own life, my past events & what I could do to improve it. Anyway back to the narrative, I was getting a very quick succession of thoughts and images that I find hard to remember or separate now but I did get the impression time was moving very slowly. I looked at the clock at 2:15 and was surprised it wasn’t later. I was also feeling very sleepy at this time, and subsequently, but resisted the urge to sleep.
After a further half hour or so I decided – perhaps foolishly – that I wanted to go deeper into this experience. So I took a booster of DMT Fumarate, a very waxy form of DMT Fumarate which I hadn’t managed to dry out and which I didn’t bother to weigh.
Very quickly thereafter I was overpowered by the DMT. I ended up lying down on the floor with a great flood of thoughts and images, most of which I couldn’t hold onto for long. I did try to write some things down but just wasn’t able to write or think coherently. I would go to write down some vitally important piece of wisdom and find I’d forgotten it by the time I had the pen in my hand. Thoughts & CEVs were so fast and almost impossible to keep track of and remember. What I did manage to write, in this time, is largely illegible. I did have vivid visions of a part of myself I’ve surpressed and neglected and was able to focus on this. I saw myself climbing into a hole in my own stomach, into a dark netherworld basement where I’d squeezed this part of myself.
After a while I was able to get a better grip on my thoughts and got into very introspective period and had thoughts of my past, when I was a child & issues I’d had. At this time I needed to shit. It may’ve been because I’ve been reading ‘Yage’ by Jimmy Weiskopf which dwells a lot on the connection between yage/ayahuasca healing mental complaints and helping to deal with personal issues and its bodily effect on digestion, that is purging – shitting & puking. While I wasn’t sick I did notice a great correlation between me dealing with and letting go of issues from my past and what was coming out the other end. I spent a fair amount of time on the toilet and when I came of it it was 4:40. I'd thought it was later and that I’d done a lot In the time.
I spent a bit more time on the floor, going back to the toilet on occasion, and made a few breakthroughs.
By 6:00 mental effects were pretty much over, though I’ve continued feeling a bit unusual till around 9:30, with occassional bursts of diarreah. Didn’t really mind that as its been a useful day & given me a lot to think about and try to incorporate. As is usual with me there was very little open eye visuals, though a lot of CEVs, particularly in the first third or half of the experience. It seems I usually can have either fancy visuals or healing and I tend to go for the latter, I wish I could have both but I think its just the way my brain’s set up. All in all it was a good experience and I think I’ll try the theobromine again, though it may be making the experience all a bit rushed & too fast paced I think I can explore it further.
12:30-12:45 210ml of lemon juice harmala extract
1:40 100mg of DMT Fumarate taken with orange juice.
This was the first time I’ve tried Theobromine with pharmahuasca and I definitely felt the difference.
With the 300mg on its own, in the hour before taking harmala, I felt something – lot of energy, bit of a stimulating effect. Nothing much changed till taking the DMT Fumarate. From here on out I’m not too certain of time. I did feel the DMT coming on fairly quickly & by 2:00 I was having intense CEVs and later on some very introspective thoughts about my past patterns of behaviour which I was able to explore. My aim this session was to try to get some insight into my own life, my past events & what I could do to improve it. Anyway back to the narrative, I was getting a very quick succession of thoughts and images that I find hard to remember or separate now but I did get the impression time was moving very slowly. I looked at the clock at 2:15 and was surprised it wasn’t later. I was also feeling very sleepy at this time, and subsequently, but resisted the urge to sleep.
After a further half hour or so I decided – perhaps foolishly – that I wanted to go deeper into this experience. So I took a booster of DMT Fumarate, a very waxy form of DMT Fumarate which I hadn’t managed to dry out and which I didn’t bother to weigh.
Very quickly thereafter I was overpowered by the DMT. I ended up lying down on the floor with a great flood of thoughts and images, most of which I couldn’t hold onto for long. I did try to write some things down but just wasn’t able to write or think coherently. I would go to write down some vitally important piece of wisdom and find I’d forgotten it by the time I had the pen in my hand. Thoughts & CEVs were so fast and almost impossible to keep track of and remember. What I did manage to write, in this time, is largely illegible. I did have vivid visions of a part of myself I’ve surpressed and neglected and was able to focus on this. I saw myself climbing into a hole in my own stomach, into a dark netherworld basement where I’d squeezed this part of myself.
After a while I was able to get a better grip on my thoughts and got into very introspective period and had thoughts of my past, when I was a child & issues I’d had. At this time I needed to shit. It may’ve been because I’ve been reading ‘Yage’ by Jimmy Weiskopf which dwells a lot on the connection between yage/ayahuasca healing mental complaints and helping to deal with personal issues and its bodily effect on digestion, that is purging – shitting & puking. While I wasn’t sick I did notice a great correlation between me dealing with and letting go of issues from my past and what was coming out the other end. I spent a fair amount of time on the toilet and when I came of it it was 4:40. I'd thought it was later and that I’d done a lot In the time.
I spent a bit more time on the floor, going back to the toilet on occasion, and made a few breakthroughs.
By 6:00 mental effects were pretty much over, though I’ve continued feeling a bit unusual till around 9:30, with occassional bursts of diarreah. Didn’t really mind that as its been a useful day & given me a lot to think about and try to incorporate. As is usual with me there was very little open eye visuals, though a lot of CEVs, particularly in the first third or half of the experience. It seems I usually can have either fancy visuals or healing and I tend to go for the latter, I wish I could have both but I think its just the way my brain’s set up. All in all it was a good experience and I think I’ll try the theobromine again, though it may be making the experience all a bit rushed & too fast paced I think I can explore it further.