Yeah you are definitely right about 40mg being big. I weighed it but using a hundredth scale because i don't have a mg scale so it definitely could have been bigger. I've done 40 mg and bigger and been fine but i never took it all in one hit like this time which made it especially  ridiculous. Also listening to Beethoven's Piano Sonata 14 did not help at all (way to sad of a song for dmt!)