G2D2
Rising Star
Hey all. Here is my intro to hyperspace.
After much searching and dead ends,by chance, I came upon a friend of a friend who mentioned offhandedly that he had some DMT. I had always been very interested after doing a small amount of research. He offered me the chance to try and I graciously accepted.
After settling down in his room on a bed, he loaded the VG with a small dose. Immediately after exhaling, I heard a ringing sound in my ears. This was quite pleasant. A few seconds later, it felt like the air turned into a thin jelly like substance, like I was seeing everything through green glasses (green is my favourite colour). Along with the green appeared a 3D grid of small gauge wire, with every intersection of wire housing a small diamond. I was really taken aback by the instant onset of the visuals. Little did I know what was to come.......
I felt the instinctive urge to lie back. This is all I remember from our world..........
Next, I found myself inside a GIANT red, kaleidoscopic sphere, with the outer shell seemingly hundreds of kilometers away, with a feminine being on each shoulder. They had one hand, on each of my shoulders, guiding me backwards, I was floating backwards, legs stretched out. They had vague facial features, which I could make out, but not like a human, kind of like a heavenly gold statue. The beings were giving me an overwhelming sense of happiness, wonder and comfort. I was giggling with them, they were looking at me, then looking at each other then giggling amongst themselves, then the three of us giggled together. It was amazing. The was no ground, no roof, just us three in a beautiful, giant red sphere.......
Next, I found myself with my head against the bed head, looking up at a vent in the wall, which was oozing out colourful, heavy fog, like liuquid nitrogen. I sat up and looked around and the 3D net was gone, but still the kelly like green-ness..... I asked my friend if I was giggling a lot and he said I was, a little.
I proceeded to get up and experiment with the residual effects outside, which were amazing.
NOW FOR HELL...........
I asked him if I could go again and insisted that this time I do it all myself. Load the pipe, light it etc....
I dont know what happened, maybe I put in too much, although I thought I had repeated my last dose, maybe some was left in the pipe or maybe I inhaled differently. I think it came down to me being too cocky and not being careful, after my divine journey previous.
SO, I lit, inhaled, put the pipe down FAST, as the visuals were immediately distressing. Instead of a pleasant onset, it was rapid, purple, green, red, yellow flashes with the heavy ringing sound and then bang....I was OUT. I was conscious for what felt like 5 minutes, who knows. But what happened changed my perspective on the notion of hell.
After the flashes and the blast of from 'here', it was all black. So black and lonely, nothingness.... It felt like a hand had come from so deep below me and grabbed me by my torso and dragged me down, smashing through purple bright barriers as we went and went and went down down down. It felt so terrible and lonely, with not a thing I could do, so I just rode it out. Thats when I blanked out completely. From what they said, I was totally unconcious for about 10 minutes, they could not wake me, flicking my ears, saying my name loudly, out cold..........
I awoke to another friend who was there smiling, telling me I was alright, which was very comforting as I was feeling very confused. then it all came back to me and I started to make sense of what had happened. My friends were a little stressed.
Once I realised what had happened, the fear went and the wonder and respect came flooding. We had a long chat afterwards and I really learned a great deal. I had no choice really, it kicked my ass, and I felt I deserved it. Trying to make sense of it all kept me occupied mentally for days.
I have since tried it a few more times, but now I find I have a slight fear that I cant seem to totally block out when I light up. Last time, as I broke through, I pushed back a little and a purple-ish, almost digital style being was beckoning me to come, making a hugging gesture, but I subconsciously resisted at first, then as I began to feel comfortable with it I was back.
After all this, I cant go it alone, I will only push off if I have a friend there as security. I hope that the next journeys will be pleasurable so I can be confident and go it alone.
After much searching and dead ends,by chance, I came upon a friend of a friend who mentioned offhandedly that he had some DMT. I had always been very interested after doing a small amount of research. He offered me the chance to try and I graciously accepted.
After settling down in his room on a bed, he loaded the VG with a small dose. Immediately after exhaling, I heard a ringing sound in my ears. This was quite pleasant. A few seconds later, it felt like the air turned into a thin jelly like substance, like I was seeing everything through green glasses (green is my favourite colour). Along with the green appeared a 3D grid of small gauge wire, with every intersection of wire housing a small diamond. I was really taken aback by the instant onset of the visuals. Little did I know what was to come.......
I felt the instinctive urge to lie back. This is all I remember from our world..........
Next, I found myself inside a GIANT red, kaleidoscopic sphere, with the outer shell seemingly hundreds of kilometers away, with a feminine being on each shoulder. They had one hand, on each of my shoulders, guiding me backwards, I was floating backwards, legs stretched out. They had vague facial features, which I could make out, but not like a human, kind of like a heavenly gold statue. The beings were giving me an overwhelming sense of happiness, wonder and comfort. I was giggling with them, they were looking at me, then looking at each other then giggling amongst themselves, then the three of us giggled together. It was amazing. The was no ground, no roof, just us three in a beautiful, giant red sphere.......
Next, I found myself with my head against the bed head, looking up at a vent in the wall, which was oozing out colourful, heavy fog, like liuquid nitrogen. I sat up and looked around and the 3D net was gone, but still the kelly like green-ness..... I asked my friend if I was giggling a lot and he said I was, a little.
I proceeded to get up and experiment with the residual effects outside, which were amazing.
NOW FOR HELL...........
I asked him if I could go again and insisted that this time I do it all myself. Load the pipe, light it etc....
I dont know what happened, maybe I put in too much, although I thought I had repeated my last dose, maybe some was left in the pipe or maybe I inhaled differently. I think it came down to me being too cocky and not being careful, after my divine journey previous.
SO, I lit, inhaled, put the pipe down FAST, as the visuals were immediately distressing. Instead of a pleasant onset, it was rapid, purple, green, red, yellow flashes with the heavy ringing sound and then bang....I was OUT. I was conscious for what felt like 5 minutes, who knows. But what happened changed my perspective on the notion of hell.
After the flashes and the blast of from 'here', it was all black. So black and lonely, nothingness.... It felt like a hand had come from so deep below me and grabbed me by my torso and dragged me down, smashing through purple bright barriers as we went and went and went down down down. It felt so terrible and lonely, with not a thing I could do, so I just rode it out. Thats when I blanked out completely. From what they said, I was totally unconcious for about 10 minutes, they could not wake me, flicking my ears, saying my name loudly, out cold..........
I awoke to another friend who was there smiling, telling me I was alright, which was very comforting as I was feeling very confused. then it all came back to me and I started to make sense of what had happened. My friends were a little stressed.
Once I realised what had happened, the fear went and the wonder and respect came flooding. We had a long chat afterwards and I really learned a great deal. I had no choice really, it kicked my ass, and I felt I deserved it. Trying to make sense of it all kept me occupied mentally for days.
I have since tried it a few more times, but now I find I have a slight fear that I cant seem to totally block out when I light up. Last time, as I broke through, I pushed back a little and a purple-ish, almost digital style being was beckoning me to come, making a hugging gesture, but I subconsciously resisted at first, then as I began to feel comfortable with it I was back.
After all this, I cant go it alone, I will only push off if I have a friend there as security. I hope that the next journeys will be pleasurable so I can be confident and go it alone.
