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Sorcery and Drugs In Opening The Last Days Spirit Portal - Dr Future Interview



Highly recommended to understand what you are actually dealing with.
 
litrium said:
Sorcery and Drugs In Opening The Last Days Spirit Portal - Dr Future Interview



Highly recommended to understand what you are actually dealing with.
It´s also of the utmost importance that we all realise that actually the siory of prion painted the mona lisa in the attic of hitlers bunker, because david bowie is trying to seduce the masses into orgies of those terrible alien abductions by burning candles and envoking the womb of mother mary, who was also painted by the spiory of moron in the last supper as a sign to raise the dead....think of this people, and beware. Because nothing good can come of it.

If you use the bible code on barack obama´s name it clearly says that he wasn´t born in america and that he´s secretly a muslim communist, trying to force all the people of the world into satanic baby-eating rituals.
Cleanse you spirits people, because the final endgame is near.
Eat all your ostriches while you still can and brace yourselves, for the boogyman is coming.
Moses knew it, but he told us nothing while he was splitting the nile in two. Because he knew that the samaritans would sooner or later find out and steal the secret jewish recipe for making delicious cookies.

And when the secret jewish cookies recipe falls into the wrong hands, people....we´re truly doomed, for the secret jewish cookie recipe gives infinite power to those who make cookies. One cookie recipe to rule them all, one cookie recipe to rule the world.

The cookie recipe can only be destroyed by tossing it into the fire of a burning blackberry bush. Find frodo to burden him with this great task, for he did pretty well with the ring and stuff and i´m too lazy to do it myself.
 
litrium said:
Sorcery and Drugs In Opening The Last Days Spirit Portal - Dr Future Interview



Highly recommended to understand what you are actually dealing with.

:sick: You can't possibly be serious?

You have over 100 posts, I haven't been bothered to check them out, but surely if you joined the Nexus it wasn't with the sole intention of promoting the type of clap trap that is in those videos?.

I can't believe the mileage there's been in this thread, the original poster and his sympathisers ( if he/they are still around) failed to see the simple fact that if you undertake any activity whatsovever, that there is the potential for said activity to periodicaly go wrong. Now with DMT that'll mean a mental ass kicking that you won't forget in a hurry, with high risk sports it'll mean broken bones or even death, with financial speculation, bankruptcy. so on, so on.....

Get real man, and spare us the new age loony preachers.:roll:
 
Well i hope you have a grip on the situation now skinwalker wherever you are. You had some heavenly trips which you loved and convinced you that you would be alive for evr in heaven when you die, happy days :). Then you have a mindblowing evil experience and all of a sudden dmt is the evil thing? That doesn't work out imo.

Basically you allowed fear to control your trip, you simply weren't prepared for something so traumatic. You vaped 60mg of dmt which if vaped properly is a big dose, we all know that. You don't seem to have took any positives out of the experience which is sad. One positive is that you are back in the land of sanity and free to live the rest of your life with or without dmt. You have seen heaven and you have seen hell and you hate one and love the other, simple human emotions.

I'm scared to death of dmt because i know it can show you thing's that you don't want to see and it can mash you and spit you out a trembling mess but it's all good and life goes on. So what if aliens are invading your body, life is full of piggybackers and parasites, there's nothing you can do about it so just get on with it :)

The afterlife thing mmm that is a tough one though. Spending eternity in a pain ridden hell doesn't sound too good but it's only an unproven theory. I definitely think the whole thing is simply a state of mind. If you embrace the fear you will be served some hellish insanity. Mock the fear and maybe you will learn something. Peace man :)

This probably sounds like gibberish but ah well, we are all different.
 
no i do not feel i was fufilling my responsabilities as a father and husband. I feel horrible no one else has experienced what i did. I feel that i've also been to a "heaven" like place before. Those experiences left me feeling invincable knowing that after i die things would be ok. Rather than being complacent with death i'm now terrified. What bothers me most was that feeling of familiarity with whatever place i was put into. I clearly remember going or being placed in this white room, being stripped naked of all things to the core of my sole and thinking oh shit this is going to hurt...right before...wham...unimaginable pain. I also think i had a scratch mark on my left wrist when i finally awoke which i found odd.

I left the experience with me begging to be a better person. I remember a noise in the house brought me out of it and being half in, half out and still seeing this...streaming mass of eyes and symbols above me trying to torture me, i was begging and pleading to no avail, and despite coming out of it(back in this reality) it was as if waiting for me to return and still trying to torture me despite having no direct influence as its hold over me was broken. I mean i know the lessons are hard ones to learn, and i know dmt is all about lessons.

I wonder if this was "this devil and hell like place is very very real and this is where you might go if you dont clean up your life". I mean i always believe in heaven (because i feel i went there on dmt twice) and had a false idea that hell was like an absense from God or a void. Well....no its like all the craziest bible thumpers said it was...but somehow much much worse. I felt this sadistic presense that feed off of the screams and pain, would take no deals bartering or pleading to ever stop the pain.

I remember waking up thinking i have so little time to change so much.

What bothers me the absolute most about the experience was the absolute feeling of "being there before" and knowing exactly what was coming next before it hit me.
2. edit. Wow I also had a scratch mark on my right foot when i finally awoke, after meeting an predator which feared me a lot…
 
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Wow I also had a scratch mark on my right food wrist when i finally awoke, after meeting an predator which feared me a lot…

I also think i had a scratch mark on my left wrist when i finally awoke which i found odd.
"finally awoke" implies that both of you were unaware of your surroundings in each case, and could easily have scratched yourselves in any number of ways without noticing it happening.

Also, what exactly is a "food wrist"? My guess is that you might mean "ankle" ["foot wrist"].


More flippantly, that you got peckish and bit yourself…
 
A famous story from Tibetan Chöd practice:
A yogi was engaged in his practice within a cave. After several weeks, a demon began to appear at the entrance, taunting him and generating significant fear and numerous obstacles. The yogi considered taking a knife and cutting open the demon's stomach. However, as a diligent practitioner, he sought his teacher's advice first. His teacher suggested he first draw a cross on the demon's stomach and observe the outcome. The yogi followed this advice, and when the demon materialized that night, he marked it with the cross. To his astonishment, upon waking the next morning, he discovered a large cross mark on his own stomach.
 
"finally awoke" implies that both of you were unaware of your surroundings in each case, and could easily have scratched yourselves in any number of ways without noticing it happening.

Also, what exactly is a "food wrist"? My guess is that you might mean "ankle" ["foot wrist"].


More flippantly, that you got peckish and bit yourself…
Please excuse me. That was my mistake, or rather a spelling mistake. My English is not very good.
I meant: I also had a scratch mark on my right foot when i finally awoke, after meeting an predator which feared me a lot…
The story was like this: I was in hyper space. I was in an egg or something similar carried by a huge mechanical dinosaur. Suddenly I discovered that another creature was watching me (reminded me of a barracuda). When I spotted it, it came closer and looked at me greedily. I realized that it was a predator. I got scared and tried to scare the meadows away, but it had no effect at all. Suddenly everything shook and somehow the dinosaur's eggs came loose. I got scared because I was released from my protection, but then I woke up. Nevertheless, it was the first time I had met a dark creature. When I sat on the chair afterwards, I noticed that I had a long scratch on my foot that was bleeding. Strangely enough, I don't have a way to get a scratch like that in my room. I was a bit surprised and afterwards I still felt the presence of this being. A day later, I also fell ill. It was only a week ago. I'm on the mend now, but the whole thing has given me something to think about. I'm currently trying to find a way to defend myself against the dark beings. As far as I can see, they feed on anger and fear so the only way is love and kindness.

Have you ever met dark Creatures like that? What did you do? I tried to make a Picture with the Dall-E. No exactly what I have seen, but close
 

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I don't have a way to get a scratch like that in my room
Before scaring yourself about needing protection from dark beings, you should consider the likely possibility that you scratched yourself with your own hand. If you actively want to believe that a being physically attacked you it's fine, you can believe what you want. But if you prefer to understand what actually happened, it'd be better to consider the more likely and mundane possibilities first.
 
I don't think so, I'm just considering all the possibilities I can think of. The cut was very big in my opinion, not possible made by my hands. Since Skinwalker obviously had a similar experience, I just wanted to share my experience as well.
 
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