welcome home brother. congradulations on 3+ years of sobriety that is no easy task. i also struggled with opiate addiction for over a decade until a few years ago when i checked myself into rehab. best 20 grand i ever spent!

i also relate to having my ass kicked by dmt. it was after treatment and i was about 6 months clean and sober. to say it was terrifying is such an understatement but i dont think there is a word for what i felt. i didnt touvh dmt for about a year after that but with the help of ayhuasca i slowly put the shattered pieces of my mind and spirit back together.

i left the recovery rooms a good while ago. they dont understand entheogenic therapy and frankly i didnt ever enjoy going to 12 step meetings. i took the good and left the bad and ive never been a happier person as i am right here and now.

glad your back with us.