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Asher7

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Hi everybody šŸ˜

I'm Asher, nice to meet you. Here's what brings me to you. In the beginning, I always had an intrest in things that can change your perceptions. I like getting different views on things and always took this life as more than meets the eye. It started with religion early on and as I got older started to include all these plants and fungi I'd either be reading about in books or finding while I was out and about. I'm a pretty big fan of nature, animals, plants, minerals, weather, everything the whole 9.

I've met people that studied religion, I've met people into mind altering substances but I haven't met many people that were into both and of the ones I've met that like the substances the majority only had an interest in pills or coke etc. things on the lesser side of what I would call revelatory. So that basically defines me as a solo traveler, not many people are interested in my preferred taste and quite frankly I think there's a reason for that.

So it started with cannabis and grew to pretty much all the rest of the more indepth ones like LSD and psilocybin etc. Here's where I stray from the path and get into habits. Got into pills, powders, alcohol, lots and lots of alcohol and just all around bad stuff (for me and how I used it). That chapter of my life is a book in and of itself but to make a long story short I just went clean (for real this time).

I'd always wanted to try dmt, I've read some amazing accounts of people's experiences and if you're anything like me that equals an irresistable need to figure out what that's all about. But it just never happened. I knew where to get the ingredients, what to do with them (to a degree) and had a place to put that into effect but it just never happened. I don't know why, it was always right there for the taking I just never took it.

In my newfound sobriety looking back I think there was a divine blocking going on because I wasn't "right". It wasn't the time, I had to fix myself a little bit before it was going to make itself known. You know how that works.8)

So as I write this, in the past couple of weeks it's all come together and I think it's up for a meeting. Finally, it's been a long wait. I got some vines and some bark, made some aya (weak effects, I basically did an allergy test) and I pulled some what I suspect to be dmt (it's still dirty I think so I need to wash it). So, after all these years, it's finally here. I know I placed the orders etc. but it really does feel like it just happened. Like it just showed up out of nowhere, but it's here and I'm greatful.

So that's why I came here. I've read a little on this forum etc. throughout the years and have heard this place mentioned on other forums so I have a basic understanding of what you all are about but I haven't ever really dug in for the meat and potatos of it but if there ever was a time it's now. So bear with me, it always takes a second to get in synch with the flow when you enter a new place but I shouldn't have too much trouble. I already made an accidental double post so obviously I'm off to a good start already learning what not to do. :p

It seems like this will be a good spot to learn serious aspects of all things dmt without the shenanigans that some forums have and I'm sure I'll learn more things to apply in my life than just what to do with some dmt. So, here's to new beginnings and finding out what's over that next mountain. Any questions etc. you have about me or anything don't hesitate to ask, I'm pretty much an open book over here so don't be shy. Now I'm off to go snoop so I'll be seeing you around, peace.
 
Cool! I'm excited to see what you learn with your first experience. I had that same introduction with DMT, having had ample opportunities to try it but it was just never "right." Finally when it was right, it all made sense and it was the time that was intended! I applaud you listening to that intuition, and I'm sure you'll discover that your first DMT journey is the one it's meant to be. :)

Lookin' forward to "seeing" you around!
 
Hey guys :)

@WTW, since writing my intro I've gotten to experience it twice. Once last night and once tonight about 5 minutes ago. So far two very different experiences, like salvia. Salvia's always changing and thus far dmt has too.

First experience was very visual with the geometric patterns and 5-6 faces fading in and out one at a time and also a woman sitting in position like when you sit on your feet in karate class. Along with it came a strong message that I need to relax my temper and not give things that piss me off the power to do so. In light of what's really going on those things I let anger me are miniscule and petty. I need to work on doing them like a duck does water off it's back, just let it slide on by.

This second time there were zero visuals really, I don't even recall paying attention to my eyes. This one was all mind and emotion. I think it was a "follow up" from last nights message and it was all love and understanding. It hit me just how lucky I am to not only have the family that I do but the blessings in my life and the fact I'm even alive at all. There were auditory sounds like singing, but no words. It was in the style of really mellow church type of tune. Here's the weird thing though, the sounds were notably clear. Now you may be thinking music is always clear or invisible but this was a different clear. All I can say is it was like audible glass. Glass you can see with your ears.

I remember thinking/praying to God please forgive me when I lose my temper and do things I don't realize I'm doing and help show me where and when I go off course. Not to give up on me etc, and the thought of "that's what I'm doing right now, and have always been doing" came back at me. That's when I started thinking about my family etc.

This last dose was roughly twice what I took last night and I would say came in a form of washing if I had to describe it. It had a very physically and emotional cleansing feel to it.

I don't really feel the need to go deeper and chase some sort of preconceived expectation of entities anymore (that was my main desire when starting). So far these doses, although strong too me, were smooth and gentle. Message received you know?

100% pure spiritual medicine. I see good things coming from this as I apply these reminders to my life and towards those around me. And you're right about the timing, couldn't have been better.

Also, I need to stop smoking cigarettes.
 
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Welcome to the beginning of your fruitful and hopefully positive journey with DMT. It is a strange but rewarding molecule, one that should never be underestimated. May you be blessed in any and all future endeavors!

PEACE
 
The only way to break a destructive pattern/habit, is to renounce it One(1)ce and for all.
There are no compromises other then: Never, ever again! There is no other way.....
 
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