Continuing with my experience, I came back from class today and I decided to explore again.

I didn't rush into it. I'm done chasing the spice as I was in the beginning when I built the machine to help me breakthrough. This time I let a day pass so I could think about everything I had seen from my last trip, and today I took it slow, I relaxed got in a comfortable meditation position and began to climb into the machine. I took it easy, thinking of it as a vehicle, I drove slowly with small hits and meditated focusing on my breathing, relaxing my body, and I laid back allowing my self to relax. I reassured myself why I was doing this, not to chase a high, but to explore my thoughts, and to open my mind and so I began to take another small hit to make sure I wasn't doing more than I deserved, aware of the space around me I decided to take off, I fueled up a nice large hit and laid back against the pillows and blankets I piled up behind me, closing my eyes I focused on the light burn we all see when we close our eyes and felt body open up letting my mind fly to this light, this third eye. I thought of it as a loving mother nursing me and comforting me, and it welcomed me, it made me think of my actual mother and I embraced this love that I was being givin' by the universe. With that I slowly returned and felt my body again, very peaceful so I thought I would share it again here so I wouldn't forget it.

I do want to experience the same smack across the face I received the last time I explored, It was a humbling experience for me and I feel It's exactly what I need every now and then. wonder if that makes any sense to anyone else here.