I got back from a long "Road trip" with DMT today.
Before I started, I asked myself what I wanted. The answer was to travel as far as possible through my mind, and so I did just that.
I Knew that The Machine was already fueled and didn't need much more gas, so I took the wheel and stepped on the gas. As I pulled out of the parkway of my body and used my third eye to guide my path through the spirit world, I made sure to look out for any warning signs. I continued to ascend through the traffic of my mind, contemplating my life as If it were the other vehicles around me (these were all from small res hits if anyone is wondering). I continued to step on the gas to travel further and further, meditating strongly and using my third eye to watch the road, I noticed that when I came to a stop, I needed to take a break, breath and allow myself to relax as my mind was already racing with so many thoughts about my life.
I learned that my light would turn green as soon as I was back to a regular state of mind, so with this knowledge I gassed up with more 'fuel' and traveled farther, keeping this ritual of red light green light, I was able to go very far, stopping for gas here and there.
The highlights of my trip were moments were I decided to pull over and admire the beauty of everything around me. I was alone but at the same time connected to the universe and everyone in it. I thought of family, friends, acquaintances, teachers, leaders, scientists, doctors, philosophers, and It was only then that I saw my true self for what I was; I was a sapling. I thought of all the great and successful people here in the Nexus and how strange and new you all are to me, but also how familiar I am to you all as the newborn that I am. I saw myself as a sapling growing next to everyone.
With this new enlightenment, I saw my place in the world, my destinations. My brothers and sisters around me all looking for the same paths in there own lives. And for that fleeting moment I was Buddha. Sitting in the Indian position with The Machine in my left hand and the lighter in my right. I closed my third eye, opened my two eyes and looked at the space around me as the universe held me in its warm embrace. I was truly enlightened, and at peace. The view was spectacular (as I was still strongly hallucinating), this was what I wanted, and I was grateful to the universe for letting me have it.
I continued traveling through this route. Identifying and arranging everything in my Life, praying that I could remember it all long enough to record it in some way (which is what I'm doing now
) and I was confident that I would remember these important lessons.
With all this, I also was able to identify the evil in this world, and how it was fueled by ignorance and hatred all around us. Young as I am, I want to be sure to do away with all this darkness that is still stained deep within me. I have a very long road ahead of me and I will do the best I can with this life. I will try hard to become a positive influence in the lives of others. This may be difficult, but it wouldn't be a proper journey if it wasn't.
And so after this wonderful "road trip" of mine. I again parked my vehicle, stored what's left of my fuel, and I am now ready to use my own two feet to wonder out in this beautiful world armed with knowledge and open to learn what life has to offer me. But before all that, a short nap to recharge :?: .
I'm going to ask a pretty girl out today, Wish me luck :roll:
Fly safe, Brothers and Sisters. Take care on your journeys.