Thank you for a great introduction, breathwork. You made me think of my own past, and what could have happened if I hadn't had a few good friends, and tons of responsibility to keep me grounded whether I liked it or not.

You have lived intensely, almost made me wonder your reasons to drop by

Other than aya, have you considered pharmahuasca, or smoking changa? They might be interesting for you as well if you are looking for a gentler way.

Welcome to the Nexus.