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Johnny Appleseed

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Oh sorry I read it. And I didn't talk about buying or soliciting or selling. I just want to know what people's experiences are, and if maybe they've gone to rehab and how I could avoid any trouble because some number of things are legal in my state. Just thought a nicely worded and heartfelt introduction about my situations why I joined and some salutations were in Order. I never meant to offend, I apologize.
 
Wasn't talking about selling procuring trading or trafficing. Just my experiences in imbibing them, and what I read about them which are safe and downright wrong to take. I feel like things are spiritually lacking in my life and I feel like DMT would be able to help me, which I could probably procure on my own I just wanted a little information..

And why did you delete my OP post? I put a lot of effort into it, even a bit of emotion hoping someone here may have been/or is in a similar situation. Sorry If I angered you, but could you please restore those posts? :[
 
Hello? Is that cool with you? I can't even respond to your post now because you deleted your warning post? Mind if I revise my OP and then send it over to you in MP just so I can make sure it's PG13 as far as the forum rules go? Just wanna do things by the book I've been in my fair share for forums and clans and I like to be as easy as I can with the other members.

EDIT: For that I'd need your name.

Hi friends, I hope I can learn a lot in these vaults as long as errowid to help me keep an educated and informed decision about what I put into my body. I've kind of been known to be quite a psychoanalyst from time to time but that never stops me from pushing the bar in both school and work.

I have many questions I'd love to ask you all, about contraindications, and if we're allowed to talk about our experiences with other drugs, and what you are currently on right now.

Personally I've never smoked DMT. But I have, had a horrific life. You wouldn't even believe me if I told you the senseless violence I've watched, the people I've betrayed and later forgot, heart loss under poor circumstances, terrible upbringing, running away not to find a permanent home with someone who can love be dispute my conditions, and set me off to a good path.

But sometimes I'm haunted by monsters like there's always something on my back that I feel like I need to take care of. Maybe its the simple ability to find my real mom one day and tell her I forgive her.

Now as bright as I am I have a lot on my plate every day, but at the end of the day, when it's just hobbies and friends to engage to? I like to try a little something every while to take the edge off.

I feel like with all of the lost friends and family, disturbing bloody scenes, people building there lives on the ruins of my stolen opportunity, I feel like It would always makes sense if I'd just get in a completely shaman like setting, from somewhere I remember long long ago, and that hopefully things will make sense. That is the sublime experience I wish to share, clinging to someone I love. (one nesting situation I'd like to finally take the next level to) (one day we'll all get there, eh? Heh)

I've taken LSD before, 4 times(most ever taken is 3 at once) never taken shrooms, smoked bud since I was 16 (now 20), done salvia, experimented with cigarettes, xanax, and hydros for a while along with spice(which is nasty and I wouldn't reccomend).

But I'm no fool, I would never touch the crazy stuff like crack heroin ect. Being a poet I feel like there's something my life is missing along with my brothers. Something I really need to see to make the path before me true, be it a path in religious nature (I'm athiest but who knows), or perhaps just be able to see things more clearly, like the global conscience of some sort will help me along the way in my life and tell me things are going to be okay in my month by month ordeals which I will spare you the details of in which I will find strength.

I was wondering, as a person of sane mind, sand a powerful soul that can live through a lot of suffering, would smoking DMT bring me the answer I finally seek? Thank you and get back to me. On that with your opine.

PS: currently on my last night I can smoke maryjane before testing me I don't want to get screwed especially due to a crime I didn't commit (RRRGG....another story for another time. But you should know I'm high on like 4 xannies, a dexadryin, some cigs, and a decent bit of bud(2 bong packs, threw down on my friends piece which they called the bird, and smoked a bowl out of a bubbbler I call the sweet home toilet, with a torn cigarette with some of the last of the bud tucked in.

It's nice to have a place to talk about where we can talk about not only how we worry if things are a wise decision, but also a good place where people who are going throughways dire straits can help each other out.

Any PMs would be appreciated! It's been a long time since I found a forum that actually looks worth hanging around. Thanks again :]

BTW is it safe to post this stuff here? I mean its all consumption in the past but ehhh

Please respond ^^
 
My first thread at what appeared to be a really awesome forum that seemed worth my time and the admins making me what was supposed to be my original OP post in my last. pffft...They can't all be cool I guess.

I mean it's the internet; being mean is pointless here. That's what video games are for. Here on the forums and message boards or even places that produce news articles I kind of expected I dunno some more friendliness my mistake. I know I didn't tell you everything about my, like such as things that make me truly tick but a response would've been nice at least before you messed up my thread. Or a warning.
 
Hello Johnny Appleseed, welcome to the Nexus. I didn't get to read your original post so I'm just going to read your edited post and take it from there. If you check out the attitude page, this gives you a good idea of how we post here. Extracting your own spice is all part of the path, and the pros of doing so are many.

There is a lot of high quality, accurate information contained here within both the forums and Wiki. I'm sure any queries you have will easily be answered by looking in the Wiki, searching the forums or posting a thread if you have not already found your answer via the first two means.

I have had tough times in my life also, these are testing times when you can learn a lot. Sometimes you get the message as soon as something bad happens, sometimes you look back at past events and learn something from them or realise you did learn something from them, or sometimes you learn gradually through a succession of events either good or bad.

I like to think of my path as spiritual rather than religious. This is something that has entered my live gradually and progressed, very naturally through periods of ups and downs. You just have to take it as it comes and look for signs or listen for the calls. DMT may give you answers, though its probably more likely guide you and give you more questions. Don't get hung up on the destination but instead enjoy, learn from and grow whilst on your journey.

Welcome again to the Nexus, this place is definitely worth sticking around, it really is a very profound community which you will find out for yourself if you haven't already.

Peace

Macre
 
I've experienced your pain with you my friend. Every bit of positive/negative energy and experience translates to each and every one of us. I too have experienced horrific things in my life. But the most important thing is to not feel sorry for yourself and use these negative circumstances as a crutch for unhealthy behaviors. I say this with much hypocrisy in my breath, however, it is all i have to offer. Tis much easier to give advice than receive it!

I sincerely welcome you to the nexus. I am also quite a new registration my self but have been reading these forums extensively for 6 years. Soak up the knowledge! Respect the community! And respect yourself! I hope all is well Mr. Appleseed!
 
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