billybeans
Rising Star
Hey guys!
I'm billybeans, right now I am living in Canada but I am originally from Central America. I'm in my half twenties and enjoying a 4 month break from school at the moment. I have a degree in law, which I ended up feeling sick of since the whole "law and legality" don't really exist in my country and renders the whole "being a lawyer" thing pointless. So I moved to Canada and now I am studying towards a diploma related to environmental sciences.
I had always felt the stupid need to challenge all religious beliefs as I grew up and a few years ago I acknowledged that while I am not a "religious" kind of person, I do believe in some unknown force that moves all the gears in the universe. This doesn't mean that I don't understand that any superior beings doesn't make scientific sense. I don't know I guess I'm still a little indecisive.
Regarding this topic, I've been trying to connect to a more spiritual side of myself. I have been trying to do astral travel, practicing daily and sometimes a few times during the day and without success so far (I cant even get sleep paralysis man!>:/). And while researching about astral traveling I found a lot of mentions of DMT and its ability to make you go PLACES! Which is exactly what I want to achieve. I want to go out there and see for myself and come back with answers and hopefully some knowledge and fun as well.
Now, researching on DMT itself brought up the fact that it is illegal in no time, so I kept reading and found out about trying it safely and doing it by myself through Ayahuasca. As a little background info: I have been smoking some green sticky buds since about six years ago occasionally and daily since about two years ago and that's about it, well... also cigarettes (which I don't like doing but I also don't have the will power to quit). With that being said, it's been a few months since I've got this temptation to try some mushrooms or lsd for recreational purposes but I haven't really got the chance yet. So after reading about the Ayahuasca and its effects I gave it a thought for a few weeks, since I have never tried anything but reefer, and decided to give it a go anyways! hahaha I really want to see other realms!
Well, I can probably ask about these later on other sections of this forum about my failures, but so far I have tried ayahuasca two times and I havent got any ayahuasca effects (except for the purge about an hour the second time I tried it).
So here I am really sad and still frustrated about not going beyond the earth. I still have some ourinhos vine, but I would need to order more chacruna and frankly its not so cool to put so much time and money just to puke explosively
Also I don't want to risk ordering any other admixture plants, since I dont know any other vendors in Canada that have them, the only ones I have found are from the US and I've read that a lot of the packages get confiscated. I don't want to attract any heat or problems to me since I'm not a resident.
And that's what's relevant about me on this topic guys! Anyways all your experiences and cool teks might inspire me to keep on trying and hopefully blast off to cyberspace one of this days!
I'm billybeans, right now I am living in Canada but I am originally from Central America. I'm in my half twenties and enjoying a 4 month break from school at the moment. I have a degree in law, which I ended up feeling sick of since the whole "law and legality" don't really exist in my country and renders the whole "being a lawyer" thing pointless. So I moved to Canada and now I am studying towards a diploma related to environmental sciences.
I had always felt the stupid need to challenge all religious beliefs as I grew up and a few years ago I acknowledged that while I am not a "religious" kind of person, I do believe in some unknown force that moves all the gears in the universe. This doesn't mean that I don't understand that any superior beings doesn't make scientific sense. I don't know I guess I'm still a little indecisive.
Regarding this topic, I've been trying to connect to a more spiritual side of myself. I have been trying to do astral travel, practicing daily and sometimes a few times during the day and without success so far (I cant even get sleep paralysis man!>:/). And while researching about astral traveling I found a lot of mentions of DMT and its ability to make you go PLACES! Which is exactly what I want to achieve. I want to go out there and see for myself and come back with answers and hopefully some knowledge and fun as well.
Now, researching on DMT itself brought up the fact that it is illegal in no time, so I kept reading and found out about trying it safely and doing it by myself through Ayahuasca. As a little background info: I have been smoking some green sticky buds since about six years ago occasionally and daily since about two years ago and that's about it, well... also cigarettes (which I don't like doing but I also don't have the will power to quit). With that being said, it's been a few months since I've got this temptation to try some mushrooms or lsd for recreational purposes but I haven't really got the chance yet. So after reading about the Ayahuasca and its effects I gave it a thought for a few weeks, since I have never tried anything but reefer, and decided to give it a go anyways! hahaha I really want to see other realms!
Well, I can probably ask about these later on other sections of this forum about my failures, but so far I have tried ayahuasca two times and I havent got any ayahuasca effects (except for the purge about an hour the second time I tried it).
So here I am really sad and still frustrated about not going beyond the earth. I still have some ourinhos vine, but I would need to order more chacruna and frankly its not so cool to put so much time and money just to puke explosively
Also I don't want to risk ordering any other admixture plants, since I dont know any other vendors in Canada that have them, the only ones I have found are from the US and I've read that a lot of the packages get confiscated. I don't want to attract any heat or problems to me since I'm not a resident.And that's what's relevant about me on this topic guys! Anyways all your experiences and cool teks might inspire me to keep on trying and hopefully blast off to cyberspace one of this days!
