acrosstheveil
Rising Star
greetings dmt-nexus,
my name is Brandon and I'm new here. I'm a 22 year old college student with a couple semesters left (who knows not what he is going to afterwards).
I am not new to the other side of the "veil". My spiritual journey started when I was living in Flagstaff, AZ. Being a freshmen college student, I was exposed to the wonderful world of entheogens/plant teachers. It took me a few years to learn which substances were good and which were "bad". I have now come to the conclusion that nothing is simply good or bad, but a balance of both.
Before I get on too long of tangent, I'd like to explain why I came here. I was diagnosed with two chronic illnesses (Lyme +coinfections) after I moved to Virginia after a half-assed suicide attempt. I guess I was deeply disturbed because there were bacteria/paraites in my brain but I was not aware of that at the time. After several years of slowly losing all my friends (due to isolation.) and being too sick to function came a spiritual realization. I realized that I am here on Earth to learn a lesson. To learn the difference between good and bad so I can move on to the next "place" (dimension/realm/heaven-I believe they are all describing something similar). This revealation came to me after a long stint on pharma opiates. I took about 16 grams of iboga root powder and it was enough to convince me to believe what I do today.
This began my journey to unravel the truth. I have done several dmt extractions and just recently grew some fungi for the first time. Unfortunately, the one vacation I took in three years was very unfortunate. I believe my roommate who moved out a week before broke into my apartment and stole a lot of things that mean a lot to me. All my entheogens, herbs, ps3, computer, my fc chamber, etc.
Hopefully this gets settled sooner rather than later but there's not much I can do now. I'm still battlng lyme + candida? or something thats really slowin me down. I mean, constant swollen lymph nodes, crazy food allergies, and all sort of neurological interference. I've always wondered if I just haven't found the right plant yet but only time will tell.
I'm not very good at intro's but hopefully that sums me up okay. I hope to contribute as much as possible to this forum in the future!
my name is Brandon and I'm new here. I'm a 22 year old college student with a couple semesters left (who knows not what he is going to afterwards).
I am not new to the other side of the "veil". My spiritual journey started when I was living in Flagstaff, AZ. Being a freshmen college student, I was exposed to the wonderful world of entheogens/plant teachers. It took me a few years to learn which substances were good and which were "bad". I have now come to the conclusion that nothing is simply good or bad, but a balance of both.
Before I get on too long of tangent, I'd like to explain why I came here. I was diagnosed with two chronic illnesses (Lyme +coinfections) after I moved to Virginia after a half-assed suicide attempt. I guess I was deeply disturbed because there were bacteria/paraites in my brain but I was not aware of that at the time. After several years of slowly losing all my friends (due to isolation.) and being too sick to function came a spiritual realization. I realized that I am here on Earth to learn a lesson. To learn the difference between good and bad so I can move on to the next "place" (dimension/realm/heaven-I believe they are all describing something similar). This revealation came to me after a long stint on pharma opiates. I took about 16 grams of iboga root powder and it was enough to convince me to believe what I do today.
This began my journey to unravel the truth. I have done several dmt extractions and just recently grew some fungi for the first time. Unfortunately, the one vacation I took in three years was very unfortunate. I believe my roommate who moved out a week before broke into my apartment and stole a lot of things that mean a lot to me. All my entheogens, herbs, ps3, computer, my fc chamber, etc.
Hopefully this gets settled sooner rather than later but there's not much I can do now. I'm still battlng lyme + candida? or something thats really slowin me down. I mean, constant swollen lymph nodes, crazy food allergies, and all sort of neurological interference. I've always wondered if I just haven't found the right plant yet but only time will tell.
I'm not very good at intro's but hopefully that sums me up okay. I hope to contribute as much as possible to this forum in the future!
