I want to go to the rainforest to do it day after day, with a shaman who's is a local there, to feel the spirit more then at home.

U must know that everybody knows that u can do Ayahuasca ceremonies everywhere and u must know that u feel more spririt in a rainforest than in a cold place like Holland.

I'm not going to throw my ego up right now, to say how much experience i am, but i respect and understand the policy where u talking about.