white rabbit
Rising Star
I'm from a little midwest city and have had quite a few enlightening DMT experiences. I've heard nothing but good things about this message board so I decided to join up. I look forward to learning from all of you and here's a quick overview of my last DMT trip:
I came home and ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich...with some crushed mushrooms in between. Minutes later I could tell that this was going to be an intense trip. I laid on my couch and stared at the tapestry for awhile-trying to relax and get into it. It was very calming. I tried to fight my impulses and let the spirit show me whatever it would. Eventually I felt that it was time to take the DMT. I had yet to try DMT with mushrooms so anything could happen. When I took the hit I was shot off into God-land. I sat in a meditation position for awhile trying to take it all in. I looked at my fiance and he was so sleepy-like a giant god that had arrived after a long journey. I was in awe at where we had come. Suddenly I had to pee so bad! I darted to the bathroom and all I could see were four bright black and green neon rooms-it was pretty violent. Then I came back into the bedroom and hid under the covers. I smoked probably between 3 and 4 times more. After awhile my love and I kind of woke up and were able to communicate in this new land. I think we had God consciousness but at times I felt guilty. My love looked like his spirit being-the being I see in mushroom land. Things were green and blue and crystal clear like we were actually able to see reality-realer than real. I had seen this before during previous DMT trips but I had never been in the realm for such an extended amount of time. During this trip I kind of transcended the separation of God and man. Usually during mushroom experiences I feel like I'm at the feet of God and I usually weep from the intense love that's surrounding me. I sure felt love but I also felt like I had passed through time and space and was up there in heaven. We were in the eternal place. I can't believe that it was only about 3 hours! In that short time I felt like I had died, was put back together, had a spirit take some dark from me and I can't even recall everything else. I found it hard to believe that I would be back here-in "reality."
Sorry I know that was long-I'll work on my post length.
I have a lot of trouble describing these experiences and I'm hoping that by sharing on here I will be better able to express the miracle that is DMT!
I came home and ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich...with some crushed mushrooms in between. Minutes later I could tell that this was going to be an intense trip. I laid on my couch and stared at the tapestry for awhile-trying to relax and get into it. It was very calming. I tried to fight my impulses and let the spirit show me whatever it would. Eventually I felt that it was time to take the DMT. I had yet to try DMT with mushrooms so anything could happen. When I took the hit I was shot off into God-land. I sat in a meditation position for awhile trying to take it all in. I looked at my fiance and he was so sleepy-like a giant god that had arrived after a long journey. I was in awe at where we had come. Suddenly I had to pee so bad! I darted to the bathroom and all I could see were four bright black and green neon rooms-it was pretty violent. Then I came back into the bedroom and hid under the covers. I smoked probably between 3 and 4 times more. After awhile my love and I kind of woke up and were able to communicate in this new land. I think we had God consciousness but at times I felt guilty. My love looked like his spirit being-the being I see in mushroom land. Things were green and blue and crystal clear like we were actually able to see reality-realer than real. I had seen this before during previous DMT trips but I had never been in the realm for such an extended amount of time. During this trip I kind of transcended the separation of God and man. Usually during mushroom experiences I feel like I'm at the feet of God and I usually weep from the intense love that's surrounding me. I sure felt love but I also felt like I had passed through time and space and was up there in heaven. We were in the eternal place. I can't believe that it was only about 3 hours! In that short time I felt like I had died, was put back together, had a spirit take some dark from me and I can't even recall everything else. I found it hard to believe that I would be back here-in "reality."
Sorry I know that was long-I'll work on my post length.
I have a lot of trouble describing these experiences and I'm hoping that by sharing on here I will be better able to express the miracle that is DMT!
