Hello Friends

[StarSeedMagician]

Hi Looking forward to engaging with the community, I have been a passive observer for sometime. I have some experience with psychedelics over my lifetime.
however the last two years since my initial introduction to the molecule ( breakthrough life changing experience). I have a calling, desire and means to put together a program for myself to heal and do some inner exploring. Fear has stopped me from following my calling and I am searching out and asking for help and community to support me in my growth. all the Love

 

[The Traveler]

Welcome, and glad that you chose this place to land.

Hopefully you will find what you are looking for and are willing to share your experiences and knowledge.


Kind regards,

The Traveler

 

[Pandora]

StarSeedMagician,

Welcome to the Nexus. I am glad you signed up for formal membership and introduced yourself. I hope you will enjoy what you find here.

The DMT fear is a real factor. For me personally it is 3-fold:

1.) I have done a lot of DMT and my ego does not want to die again

2.) No matter how much DMT I do it is always an unpredictable surprise for me. The Unknown can be quite daunting to us humans.

3.) The sheer ovaries to the wall intensity of it all. It just feels overwhelming and can stop me from picking up the pipe again.


But, as you have alluded to, DMT is well worth doing, fears are worth being faced.

This is difficult and ongoing work. I would suggest refining meditation and letting go/surrender skills. Practice letting go of things in your real life.

If you are not taking prescriptions that make it dangerous, I would recommend maybe starting your re-entry into this work with harmalas. They are gentle, they potentiate DMT and at higher doses they are psychedelic in and of themselves.

And then there is just the issue of integration time. You had a life changing breakthrough a couple years ago. Maybe it hasn't been enough time yet. Be kind/gentle with yourself. As long as you stay in the game, DMT is not going any where.

And in the interim, I hope you will become an active member of our found family. Again, welcome.