Sup Tyler,

Nice to have another young gun on board. 

I think psychedelics can help you work past many of your issues.  A great way to dip your toes into the psychedelic pool

is with B. Caapi.  It alone has allowed me to work through my obsessive and obtrusive worry, depression, and feelings

of loneliness.  It is traditionally mixed with a  DMT containing plant such as Psychotria Viridis, Chaliponga, or Mimosa Hostilis...

but it's very nice as is.  It might be a way to ease into the hallucinogenic experience.

Good to have you here brotha. 8)

G