Hey man.

First of all...lots of respect for sharing!

Well in fact I know a bit about addiction. I have not been addicted. But i'm in close contact to a guy who has been addicted for over 20 years. GHB and a lot of other crappy stuff. Did you ever hear about Iboga? It has the power to get Heroin addicted people clean without all the nasty withdrawal symptoms. It is really powerful.

There are people around here who tried everything to get clean.....nothing worked. Then they came along Iboga. And it worked! After the first step towards getting clean they also wanted to get to known to the facts why they were addicted. And that's where Mother Ayahuasca sent them answers. I know a guy who is opening up a center in the Netherlands where he is going to treat addicted people.

This guy told me that for addicted people the first ayahuasca ceremony is important to get rid off all the bullshit...It should not be about self reflecting and stuff...just throwing up all the trash out of your soul. The second should be with the intention to find the answer to the question 'why am I addicted'. And the third one with the intention to find a way never to let it happen again. With these ceremonies the base is build. Some need 5 or more to achieve it...some achieve it at the first. No matter how long it takes...it's about YOU! Your soul deserves to be free! And the fact that you are asking for help shows that  you know that you are worth it.

Check the stuff about Iboga and addiction.

And if you are going to meet Mother Ayahuasca...trust her! She will take care of your spirit and soul!

I really hope you are going to be alright. And ofcourse you can send me a PM if there are any questions.

Cheers mate

I send love and peace over to you