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ReflectingYou

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Hello all,

Ive been a long time lurker of this site and figured it was time to make an introduction..Ive been enthralled by DMT ever since ive read Rick Strassmans book three years ago, due to my naive excitement id just strike up the topic with everyone I knew, realizing quickly that I should just keep my mouth shut. I dont even know why sometimes after reading some of the mind blowing reports I feel quite intimidated, but sure enough theres always that burning curiosity that haunts me daily:) So Im slowly but surely collecting materials for my first extraction, although im not planning any big steps anytime soon, im cautious by nature and lately ive just been reading as much as possible.

Ive had some experience with psychs, but what left me completely shattered was a "kundalini" experience(whatever that may mean) that I had last summer, leaving me as a fresh blank slate. Ever since then ive grown far apart from friends, I really just cant jive with them anymore, so this site and all you awesome members have helped me out alot and have kept me company, as strange as that may sound considering ive never talked to anyone on here. Besides reading on the nexus/attending class, I surround myself with piles of books or sit in my closet meditating(my parents think im the most lame 24 yr old ever haha) Anyways thats a little about me and its my hope that I can contribute somehow to this wonderful site considering my lack of experience with this molecule.

Thanks for taking the time to read!
RY
 
Yah no problem HL, it was during a time where I was doing alot of meditation/yoga and it just came on out of nowhere, powerful synchronicities/epiphanies that would come and go for quite a long time,that feeling like hey " I got it". id say it tapered down after 3 weeks. Id rotate between feeling complete bliss to a crippling despair, and I could read people very well during that period, no lie could get passed me. Very in tune so to speak. It wasnt quite like tripping on L but it did have similarities at times, the duration was unique. Hope I wasnt too vague its hard to recall that whole experience with clarity.
 
Welcome to the Nexus! :)

Im sure you will find all the info you need here in your quest.

The phrase 'fresh blank slate' resonates with me strongly; DMT is the best cleaning agent for ones 'mental blackboard', IMO.

Once again, welcome! 😉
 
I like the term- fresh blank slate. Yes indeed altered states or alternate states of conciousness have the ability to do that, DMT especially.

Now, what are you going to do with that fresh blank slate? Theres the million dollar question, eh?

Not everyone that gets that opportunity recognizes it like you have.. I'd love to hear more.

Welcome
 
Indeed, I was quite a selfish individual before that occurrence. It's led me to pursue a degree suprisingly, in Psychology. I would like to devote my time and life to others as much as possible, especially in regards with helping children who have not had the most ideal environment to grow up in, as the future lies within their hands. It feels fantastic to help people, and ive never realized that feeling could be so powerful. It used to always be "me me me me" now it's "you you you you"

Thank you for the warm welcome CC-IceHouse
 
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