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V1NC3NZ0

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Hello all, I would like to introduce myself. My name is Vincent, and I have only recently (well it was sometime last year, but what's time really?) come across DMT.

I had tried many other substances in the search for an enhanced state of being, starting with marijuana when I was 13. To this day I am still a daily user of this plant. It has always had a calming effect on me, and I have had many a great night with my friends, doing the silly, but often creative things that you do while baked. However I did not feel that I had really expanded my being through the use of cannabis.

At age 17-20 I dabbled with quite a few synthetic drugs such as speed, extasy, pcp. I also spent a few months drinking quite a lot of absynthe. And once again I enjoyed the thrill, and/or increased euphoria, but failed to come to any meaningful sense of what I was doing with my life. I tried Acid once in this time period, and had little to no effect as a result. There were a few presription meds I tried as well, but found the experience rather dull, and counter-productive to my aims.
At 21 I had a brief exp. with coke. But I liked it far too much and have not touched it since. It was also at this age that I first had Mushrooms. Once again however I had no hallucinations or inner revelations.

By now I had come to believe that there was no great spiritual or personal revelations to be had through the use of drugs. I was to say the least, a little disheartened. But then a friend of mine suggested I try DMT with him. He explained to me that if you were to rank drugs, marijuana would be a bit above floor level, amphets slighty above that, with lsd and mushrooms about a foot above that. He then tells me that DMT is somewhere up on the roof. Being quite stoned I laughed and shrugged it off saying, "I can handle my drugs". You and I both know how misguided I was.

I have experienced DMT three times now, and it no way makes it any easier to explain just how truly wonderful, magical, and otherworldly this experience is. I feel that only the vauguest analogies can be made, and even when I think its as close as I can describe it there exists infinite layers that are just beyond rational comprehension.
Still, I have seen things that have opened my eyes, and have come to some life altering (at least for me) relevations. Some consciously remembered, others as if just on the tip of my toungue. I look forward to discussing the meaning of this inner knowledge with you all and appreciate any insight I might find through your experiences.

Cheers for listening.
 
Cheers, I tried to explain it as thouroughly as I could, but I have some difficulty in describing something that words just cannot truly express. It is however reassuring to know that, even given the linguistic barriers, many of us can connect through this common experience without even the need for words. It is enough for me to know, that you know, what I know. 😉
 
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