Hello Nexus,
Last night a good friend of mine told me he had some spice, and before I knew what had happened I was flying into hyperspace. There, 5 beings in a circle around me, all gray no bodies, raised me as a single particle out of my body and threw me up into the air. Nobody caught me as I slammed back to earth and found myself flying over an infinite colored particularized ocean straight towards the being known as One. Someone sits behind me playing a simply calming melody on a classical guitar. One was sitting there, a silhouette of blue, staring at me and I flew towards him until we became One together as we had always been and I awoke my body and found myself reborn head first in a garbage can. (As if my body had to make new room for a new idea I had begun to vomit at the onset of my experience, perhaps not the purest of jungle spice.) I moved back from the can and into my chair and for the first time I felt my body for the living organism that it was. I laughed and I cried and I danced in my chair, laughing and joking with the amazing friends surrounding me.
This is some good shit, but I hardly want to give the credit to the spice. It was I who went to the place and it was my life experience and my friends who helped me get there. When entering a beautiful house do you praise the key that opened the front door or do you marvel at the way the house made you feel, the architecture of that massive place?
I can't say that my life is more in perspective, I believe I have been ready for the experience for quite some time, but I never chased the spice because I believe psychedelics find you when you're ready, not the other way around. That and I have had enough respect for the spice to almost fear its "supreme power".
To all who read this, I would like to thank you and the Nexus community for being so wonderful. I have read the FAQ and the Attitude section and I have marveled at the brilliance of the setup of this forum and the stronghold and wisdom of this community. In reality my experience was not "Last night" but a week ago, I thought "Last night" just had a special ring to it. I have been lurking the forum since then.
I am embarking on Q21Q21's Tek 2. Wish me luck, Nexus.
Last night a good friend of mine told me he had some spice, and before I knew what had happened I was flying into hyperspace. There, 5 beings in a circle around me, all gray no bodies, raised me as a single particle out of my body and threw me up into the air. Nobody caught me as I slammed back to earth and found myself flying over an infinite colored particularized ocean straight towards the being known as One. Someone sits behind me playing a simply calming melody on a classical guitar. One was sitting there, a silhouette of blue, staring at me and I flew towards him until we became One together as we had always been and I awoke my body and found myself reborn head first in a garbage can. (As if my body had to make new room for a new idea I had begun to vomit at the onset of my experience, perhaps not the purest of jungle spice.) I moved back from the can and into my chair and for the first time I felt my body for the living organism that it was. I laughed and I cried and I danced in my chair, laughing and joking with the amazing friends surrounding me.
This is some good shit, but I hardly want to give the credit to the spice. It was I who went to the place and it was my life experience and my friends who helped me get there. When entering a beautiful house do you praise the key that opened the front door or do you marvel at the way the house made you feel, the architecture of that massive place?
I can't say that my life is more in perspective, I believe I have been ready for the experience for quite some time, but I never chased the spice because I believe psychedelics find you when you're ready, not the other way around. That and I have had enough respect for the spice to almost fear its "supreme power".
To all who read this, I would like to thank you and the Nexus community for being so wonderful. I have read the FAQ and the Attitude section and I have marveled at the brilliance of the setup of this forum and the stronghold and wisdom of this community. In reality my experience was not "Last night" but a week ago, I thought "Last night" just had a special ring to it. I have been lurking the forum since then.
I am embarking on Q21Q21's Tek 2. Wish me luck, Nexus.
