Hi I just recently tried DMT for the first time this past weekend at wanee festival & it was such a beautiful experience that has shattered my reality & made me much more open minded & I feel like I've transformed into a new kind of being.
I am here to explore other peoples views on this remarkable chemical & life itself.
I have experimented with LSD, shrooms, ketamine, DXM, weed, alcohol, ecstasy, & that's pretty much it.
I want to learn how to create the spice also because I honestly believe that this is a key to unlocking your full potential & I don't think I broke through fully. I saw a lady or something communicating information to me but idk...it was so fast & so ineffable I feel I need to go further in to realize the ultimate truth.
All my life I've been an outsider, a hermit, never really belonging anywhere but to my own mind... I have a mild form of aspergers syndrome & it has always been hard to communicate to others but after DMT I have felt more confident in myself & not only that but actually curious about other people & striking up conversations with complete strangers.
Its like I had this box over my head my whole life & all of a sudden after smoking this substance it was removed & I could really be who I am.
I'm 20 years old & I'm on a quest of an Omni mind meaning seeing every possibility without really clinging to one form of thought. I've always been a very cynical person only seeing the bad qualities in others & using sarcasm/insults to push others away & it really has made me miserable.
Sometimes I just want to end it all. Having barely any friends really does take its toll on me, i basically just watch movies/documentaries, write poetry, read books, & explore my psyche with psychedelics.
I'm also an agnostic atheist which is someone who doesn't believe in god but doesn't think it can be proven whether one exists or not.
Thanks for reading & sorry if its too long...
oh & this is the tek I'm thinking of using, what do ya think?
I am here to explore other peoples views on this remarkable chemical & life itself.
I have experimented with LSD, shrooms, ketamine, DXM, weed, alcohol, ecstasy, & that's pretty much it.
I want to learn how to create the spice also because I honestly believe that this is a key to unlocking your full potential & I don't think I broke through fully. I saw a lady or something communicating information to me but idk...it was so fast & so ineffable I feel I need to go further in to realize the ultimate truth.
All my life I've been an outsider, a hermit, never really belonging anywhere but to my own mind... I have a mild form of aspergers syndrome & it has always been hard to communicate to others but after DMT I have felt more confident in myself & not only that but actually curious about other people & striking up conversations with complete strangers.
Its like I had this box over my head my whole life & all of a sudden after smoking this substance it was removed & I could really be who I am.
I'm 20 years old & I'm on a quest of an Omni mind meaning seeing every possibility without really clinging to one form of thought. I've always been a very cynical person only seeing the bad qualities in others & using sarcasm/insults to push others away & it really has made me miserable.
Sometimes I just want to end it all. Having barely any friends really does take its toll on me, i basically just watch movies/documentaries, write poetry, read books, & explore my psyche with psychedelics.
I'm also an agnostic atheist which is someone who doesn't believe in god but doesn't think it can be proven whether one exists or not.
Thanks for reading & sorry if its too long...
oh & this is the tek I'm thinking of using, what do ya think?
Sounds like a nice beginning to a hopefully long and fruitful relationship between you and the spice. No more of the "end it all" talk - you've got too much to learn now! 