I wish I had experienced DMT by now, but I'm a master of not getting things done.

I buy a book, and I dont seem to find time to read it. I learn about DMT and decide that

I will learn extraction but once again, not getting anything done.

I'm knee deep in a (hopefully temporarily) depressive disorder, and theres something in me that tells me that DMT is the promised land, the Shangri La. That its the pat on the back or slap in the face that I need to move on.

I just finished watching the spirit molecule with Joe Rogan, and even though I got my suitcase ready, I got no ticket. Bummed out