• Members of the previous forum can retrieve their temporary password here, (login and check your PM).

Hello to a life/mind altering substance and the most amazing experiences

Migrated topic.
U

uk.engineer.diver

Rising Star
Hello to all. I will give a brief explanation of my finding DMT as well as my life and mind altering experiences I have had thus far. I recently moved back home. My brother was telling me about DMT prior to my move home, as he had just discovered it himself. We both have done a lot of psychedelics, so when he told me about DMT my curiosity was peaked. Particularly the way he explained the "trip reports" he had read. At this point he had just received all of the neccasary items to extract and had just started his first batch.

When I got home he had finished a few batches and had about a gram of crystal form DMT. He had about four different batches, each progressively more white and pure than the prior. He has truly now perfected the art of extraction. At this point we had the DMT but had a very difficult time smoking it as most do in the beginning. We tried what seemed like every way possible, never breaking through, and burning up the DMT almost every time. He finally purchased a glass vapor genie (glass pipe with a ceramic plate and a chamber below for the DMT). It worked perfectly. We finally added a small amount of brillo pad in the chamber below the ceramic plate. We would measure our dose, heat the brillo while outside of the pipe and apply the DMT while the brillo was warm (not to hot that it burns up) so that it melted into the brillo, then place into the chamber below the ceramic plate. This perfected our smoking method.

I will be extremely brief on my first few "journeys", as I will post them in detail in the proper section once promoted to a full member. I will say that I have smoked DMT and broke through about 10 times now, and did one intra-muscular shot, again breaking through. These experiences have been, to say the least, the most amazing psychedelic experiences of my life. DMT is a gift. A wonderful, enlightening, life changing gift that I feel so lucky to have found.

Psychedelic does not explain what DMT is. All other psychedelics are a joke when compared. I have met God three times. It was the most humbling, emotional experience I have ever had the privilege of having. I had a trip where I viewed the world through God's eyes once. I have met countless extremely intelligent beings that shared so much with me that it is unfathomable. During the trip when I was God, I as well lived the lives of about twenty different people from birth to death. I made decisions about the lives of those I lovingly watched. I have been to so many dimensions it is absolutely mind blowing. I have seen the place that souls are born. I have watched God create life. I have been fed so much information about the world around me, the way I live my life, and what I now believe is the afterlife that I will forever live differently.

I seem to breakthrough, remember, and be able to recall and articulate almost every trip. I have impaired liver function and believe for that reason my trips last longer than most peoples do. Usually twenty minutes, smoking only twenty milligrams. When smoking an MAOI (about fifty milligrams) prior my trips they have lasted as long as fifty minutes. And my intra-muscular shot lasted and hour and a half. Each of these examples are about twice as long as my brother's experiences. I am very thankful for this. It is this reason that I believe I can remember so much about my trips.

I have found the most underutilized substance in the history of mankind. If everyone where to have the experiences that I have the world would be a much better place. I can, however, thank God that I found this substance for it has truly changed my life and the way I live it. I am no longer afraid of death as I feel that I have experienced the after-life...and it is magnificent. And most importantly, I have met God! Thank God for my brother stumbling across DMT on the internet and putting in so much time and effort into perfecting extraction. As we can now share these amazing experiences with each other and because of this site, many others.
 
Endlessness and Myco, thank you for the welcome to the site. I am very excited to be posting my experiences and bouncing them off of other enlightened minds and travelers of hyperspace and alternate dimensions. I have tried talking to others; aside from my brother, the only other person I know that has had the privilage of experiencing DMT and it just does not work. They look at me like I'm either crazy or I can tell that my explanations, no matter how well articulated just simply cannot even begin to explain what one of these trips is like. They cannot begin to have a conversation about it...even those very well versed in other psychedelics. As I mentioned before, other hallucinogens do not come close to even barely touching the surface of the depth of a DMT breakthrough trip.

Endlessness, to your questions. Yes I have tried to orally take DMT. I did so with an MAOI that my brother had extracted. It was a complete failure. All that happened was that I got sick to my stomach from the MAOI. I also had a severe burning and numbness occur in my mouth during the attempt. If you have any suggestions as to how to successfully dose orally it would be very much appreciated.

As far the answer to your second question "What have those experiences helped changing in your daily life?", I could write an essay on that subject. The things in my life that I have changed were done so directly because of a particular portion of a trip I had or in some cases an entire trip.

I now take family life to a new level that I have never experienced. I was shown in a trip the pain, suffering, and worry that I have caused members of my family. I was shown this in such a way that caused me to have a revelation about how my actions directly effect those that love me. I was shown this by a spirit guide that was with me during this entire trip. He had me emotionally feel what I had made others feel. After being subjected over and over to the emotional distress that I had caused others my spirit guide did not feel that I had fully grasped what he was trying to show me. He told me that I was going to understand the pain I had caused and was no longer going to cause this pain. He did so by taking all of the emotional turmoil that I had ever caused anyone that I loved and combined it with a physical version of the same pain and repeatedly subjected me to it. In my trip the emotional distress was so overwhelming, then coupled with a physical version of the same pain it became unbearable. My guide subjected me to this for what seemed like an eternity. Then...all of a sudden he stopped all the pain. I told him that I now understood, he only replied by a nod and then gave me an overwhelming sense of the most compassionate love that I have ever felt. He told me that I could feel that feeling by treating those that loved me with respect, by being a good person, never lying to them, never hurting them and by constantly working to better my relationship with those that love me. This whole experience had a focus on my mother more than anyone else. As most have the privilege of a loving mother, most as well know that your mother more than anyone just wants you to be happy. It has affected my relationship with my mother in the best possible way. We are so much closer and have such a better relationship. I try my best to be happy so she sees me happy, thus making her happy. I have also applied this to all that love me. My family relationships have gotten so much better over just the past month that it is amazing. (It has been a month since this trip)

I kind of went into excessive detail on that past subject but it was so powerful that it commanded proper explanation. But other ways that my daily life has been improved is that I try to make everyone around me enjoy their time with me. I am more focused on goals in my life. So much so that I have never experienced such focus on improving my life in every way, shape, and form. From academic achievements, to relationships with family and friends, to physical fitness, and to my own personal relationship with God. I have been doing DMT for a month and a half, in this short amount of time my life has a gotten so much better that it is amazing. This substance is truly given me a personal relationship with myself that I have never had before. I care so much more about everything, mainly improving myself in every possible way, so much so that it influences those around me to be better people. DMT has done this for me. This amazing, naturally occurring substance has drastically changed every aspect of my life. It is truly a gift from God.
 
I just wanted to let the community know that this is my older brother. Who just returned home after a long military career. I am so thankful and happy that I could provide these experience for him. I encouraged him to come on the forums and post some detailed trip reports because his experiences rival any that I have ever read about, EVER! In his most recent trip he experienced himself being God and lived multiple lives. I cant wait to see the feedback when he post his trip reports, they are utterly amazing and absolutely unfathomable. He has no doubt ventured far beyond me. I had one bad experience in the beginning and Im just now starting to get back into smoking my GVG, the method that has provided him his amazing experiences. Although I have noticed that he is the most sensitive human I have shared DMT with, he only requires 20mg to go as far as he does. Im at 30mg working my way up and Im no where near where he is, but i have read a little increase in dose can make a big difference. So Ill find out soon enough. Anyways this is my brother and he is an amazing man so I just wanted to share this with everyone. Love you all, and have a beautiful day!!
 
Back
Top Bottom