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Endlessness and Myco, thank you for the welcome to the site. I am very excited to be posting my experiences and bouncing them off of other enlightened minds and travelers of hyperspace and alternate dimensions. I have tried talking to others; aside from my brother, the only other person I know that has had the privilage of experiencing DMT and it just does not work. They look at me like I'm either crazy or I can tell that my explanations, no matter how well articulated just simply cannot even begin to explain what one of these trips is like. They cannot begin to have a conversation about it...even those very well versed in other psychedelics. As I mentioned before, other hallucinogens do not come close to even barely touching the surface of the depth of a DMT breakthrough trip.


Endlessness, to your questions. Yes I have tried to orally take DMT. I did so with an MAOI that my brother had extracted. It was a complete failure. All that happened was that I got sick to my stomach from the MAOI. I also had a severe burning and numbness occur in my mouth during the attempt. If you have any suggestions as to how to successfully dose orally it would be very much appreciated.


As far the answer to your second question "What have those experiences helped changing in your daily life?", I could write an essay on that subject. The things in my life that I have changed were done so directly because of a particular portion of a trip I had or in some cases an entire trip.


I now take family life to a new level that I have never experienced. I was shown in a trip the pain, suffering, and worry that I have caused members of my family. I was shown this in such a way that caused me to have a revelation about how my actions directly effect those that love me. I was shown this by a spirit guide that was with me during this entire trip. He had me emotionally feel what I had made others feel. After being subjected over and over to the emotional distress that I had caused others my spirit guide did not feel that I had fully grasped what he was trying to show me. He told me that I was going to understand the pain I had caused and was no longer going to cause this pain. He did so by taking all of the emotional turmoil that I had ever caused anyone that I loved and combined it with a physical version of the same pain and repeatedly subjected me to it. In my trip the emotional distress was so overwhelming, then coupled with a physical version of the same pain it became unbearable. My guide subjected me to this for what seemed like an eternity. Then...all of a sudden he stopped all the pain. I told him that I now understood, he only replied by a nod and then gave me an overwhelming sense of the most compassionate love that I have ever felt. He told me that I could feel that feeling by treating those that loved me with respect, by being a good person, never lying to them, never hurting them and by constantly working to better my relationship with those that love me. This whole experience had a focus on my mother more than anyone else. As most have the privilege of a loving mother, most as well know that your mother more than anyone just wants you to be happy. It has affected my relationship with my mother in the best possible way. We are so much closer and have such a better relationship. I try my best to be happy so she sees me happy, thus making her happy. I have also applied this to all that love me. My family relationships have gotten so much better over just the past month that it is amazing. (It has been a month since this trip)  


I kind of went into excessive detail on that past subject but it was so powerful that it commanded proper explanation. But other ways that my daily life has been improved is that I try to make everyone around me enjoy their time with me. I am more focused on goals in my life. So much so that I have never experienced such focus on improving my life in every way, shape, and form. From academic achievements, to relationships with family and friends, to physical fitness, and to my own personal relationship with God. I have been doing DMT for a month and a half, in this short amount of time my life has a gotten so much better that it is amazing. This substance is truly given me a personal relationship with myself that I have never had before. I care so much more about everything, mainly improving myself in every possible way, so much so that it influences those around me to be better people. DMT has done this for me. This amazing, naturally occurring substance has drastically changed every aspect of my life. It is truly a gift from God.


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