Enlightened1
Rising Star
Greetings everyone! A little back ground info on me. I am 33 years old, have a 2 1/2 year old son and live outside of Chicago. I was brought up going to a Christian Church but stopped going when I was a teenager. I am one of the non-believers, that need proof to believe something. For the longest time I had given up on thinking about spirituality at all. We are just here and that's it, nothing further. I was a straight-up pot head through most of my 20's and I have done mushrooms a hand full of times and also MDMA. I never had an interest in doing acid.
A couple years ago a couple of my friends starting talking about this drug, "DMT". They were big into the UFC and Joe Rogan, so that led them to his youtube videos about the subject. At first it didn't really interest me at all. I had never heard of it before, never seen it before. But this did plant a seed in my brain for the future.
Little by little more information would fall into my lap about DMT. I stared reading about it and watching what I could find on the subject. What fascinated me was the very similar trips each person would have. "How could this be?", I wondered. I really never thought I would get to experience it. By a chance encounter at a music festival in N.C. some kind man actually gave me some. I couldn't believe it! I waited until we drove back home before I tried it. After building up some confidence I smoked it. Looking back now, this was a very small amount but got through what i call "the gateway" stage. That experience only lasted 5 min, but enough to keep me interested.
Over the next 2 years I would run into small amounts of DMT 2 other times randomly. Both times were epic fails. Too small of a dose or the setting wasn't right to completely let go. I knew I needed to get a good size dose and also an inhibitor if I wanted to see what was out there. Finally after 3 years, it all came together. DMT,in my opinion, will seek you out when you are ready for it.
My 1st Real Exploration:
I felt in my heart and brain that I was ready for the experience. I was at my buddy's house (who also has done a lot of research on the subject). I took the doseage of inhibitor and waited 45 min. I loaded the pipe with about a 50 milligrams of the DMT (the most I had ever seen). I had my friend hold the lighter on it and I kept inhaling and inhaling. It kicked in so fast and hard I couldn't even exhale before I got sucked in. In this experience I went through the whole "gateway" stage in 2 seconds. Just so you know, my friend was right next to me and was writing down anything I said. What I recall from the first 5-10 minutes, the brightest, most beautiful colors, shapes & designs. I did have a sleep mask over my eyes, for light prevention, but eyes open or shut at this point does not matter, I was in the other world completely. Every image was perfectly balanced or had a mirror effect. It seemed like objects or beings were presenting themselves to me, saying "Hello" or "Welcome" , then they would shift into the background only to have a different one present itself. I somehow was able to verbally explain this to my friend. I felt very calm during this process. My friend wrote down that I was actually smiling and kind of giggling a little bit. I believe some people might describe that stage as the "waiting room". After that scene started to drift away, I noticed what were 2 big double helix's in front of me. I remember looking down at the base of these helix's and seeing what felt like everything getting spun into them. Everything that has ever existed or that will exist goes into these helix's. The helix's shifted into a more horizontal position. the top layer came off so I could see inside and I could see everything just flowing through the helix's. After this moment I started to receive these feelings or messages:
1st message - Everything is going to be ok
2nd message - Keep it simple, don't over complicate things
3rd message - Respect everything, respect the tools you are given (your body)
4th message - Don't push this drug (DMT) on anyone, when people are ready, it will find them
All of these things I was able to verbally tell my friend while I was there. I was in that world for 51 minutes. The greatest thing that has ever happened to me. My outlook on my existence is so positive now. People that aren't ready for DMT shouldn't do it. This drug is so good at showing people what they need to see or what they need to work on. It was so good for me that while I was in the experience I told my friend that I never have to do it again. I don't want to mess up that memory of what is to come. Now that may change over time, but as of right now I am retired!
Hope this makes sense to some of you! Thank you for reading!
A couple years ago a couple of my friends starting talking about this drug, "DMT". They were big into the UFC and Joe Rogan, so that led them to his youtube videos about the subject. At first it didn't really interest me at all. I had never heard of it before, never seen it before. But this did plant a seed in my brain for the future.
Little by little more information would fall into my lap about DMT. I stared reading about it and watching what I could find on the subject. What fascinated me was the very similar trips each person would have. "How could this be?", I wondered. I really never thought I would get to experience it. By a chance encounter at a music festival in N.C. some kind man actually gave me some. I couldn't believe it! I waited until we drove back home before I tried it. After building up some confidence I smoked it. Looking back now, this was a very small amount but got through what i call "the gateway" stage. That experience only lasted 5 min, but enough to keep me interested.
Over the next 2 years I would run into small amounts of DMT 2 other times randomly. Both times were epic fails. Too small of a dose or the setting wasn't right to completely let go. I knew I needed to get a good size dose and also an inhibitor if I wanted to see what was out there. Finally after 3 years, it all came together. DMT,in my opinion, will seek you out when you are ready for it.
My 1st Real Exploration:
I felt in my heart and brain that I was ready for the experience. I was at my buddy's house (who also has done a lot of research on the subject). I took the doseage of inhibitor and waited 45 min. I loaded the pipe with about a 50 milligrams of the DMT (the most I had ever seen). I had my friend hold the lighter on it and I kept inhaling and inhaling. It kicked in so fast and hard I couldn't even exhale before I got sucked in. In this experience I went through the whole "gateway" stage in 2 seconds. Just so you know, my friend was right next to me and was writing down anything I said. What I recall from the first 5-10 minutes, the brightest, most beautiful colors, shapes & designs. I did have a sleep mask over my eyes, for light prevention, but eyes open or shut at this point does not matter, I was in the other world completely. Every image was perfectly balanced or had a mirror effect. It seemed like objects or beings were presenting themselves to me, saying "Hello" or "Welcome" , then they would shift into the background only to have a different one present itself. I somehow was able to verbally explain this to my friend. I felt very calm during this process. My friend wrote down that I was actually smiling and kind of giggling a little bit. I believe some people might describe that stage as the "waiting room". After that scene started to drift away, I noticed what were 2 big double helix's in front of me. I remember looking down at the base of these helix's and seeing what felt like everything getting spun into them. Everything that has ever existed or that will exist goes into these helix's. The helix's shifted into a more horizontal position. the top layer came off so I could see inside and I could see everything just flowing through the helix's. After this moment I started to receive these feelings or messages:
1st message - Everything is going to be ok
2nd message - Keep it simple, don't over complicate things
3rd message - Respect everything, respect the tools you are given (your body)
4th message - Don't push this drug (DMT) on anyone, when people are ready, it will find them
All of these things I was able to verbally tell my friend while I was there. I was in that world for 51 minutes. The greatest thing that has ever happened to me. My outlook on my existence is so positive now. People that aren't ready for DMT shouldn't do it. This drug is so good at showing people what they need to see or what they need to work on. It was so good for me that while I was in the experience I told my friend that I never have to do it again. I don't want to mess up that memory of what is to come. Now that may change over time, but as of right now I am retired!
Hope this makes sense to some of you! Thank you for reading!
