In.the.light
Mark
Id like to start by saying I've used nexus as a resource to my research of DMT and it has helped a lot and for that I am very gracious of all of your support.
I became interested in the molecule about 5 or 6 years ago by hearing Joe Rogan talk about it on a YouTube interview about psychedelics. I was already an avid psychedelic journeymen and was very intrigued by his description of the geometric shapes and the beings you encounter. Basically after that I fell into a black hole of research regarding the DMT molecule. I read Rick Strassmen's The Spirit Molecule which is amazing and very informative in my opinion, I read people's thoughts and experiences on forums quite often, I talk with people who have experienced the wonders of DMT, and I try and find as many video documentation on theories about DMT and experiences while on it. It has really been a long road to where I am today a someone who feels they understand the molecule to the most one can understand, now understanding where we go while on it is another story but I have theories very much like all of yours.
I can remember the first time I ate mushrooms being so amazing and seeing the earth breathin and seeing things as alive as I'd ever seen them, which made me want to do it again. I loved how deep it aloud me to get and how introspective I would become which quickly led to me ignoring the visuals and trying to use them to dive into my self conscious and really connect with the earth and the universe. Keep in mind I had no clue what DMT was at this point. I have ha many out of body type experiences with mushrooms where I would feel as if I was in a state of aware paralysis if that makes sense? I would lay and meditate to the point of conversation with my self and some other intellect. I have learned a lot about myself by doing this and it really helped me learn to appreciate humans who I'm not very fond of but I've learned to cut some slack because most of us are really trying to be good and really just want to survive.
Now I have only experienced a full breakthrough on DMT one time and it was so intense I had to come on here and officially become a part of this community. This was last night and it was beautiful. I can't say that it was enlightening but it definitely brought me to the happiest place I'd ever been. I can remember taking the dose in one hit and I don't recall exhaling, just being amazed by the swirls of what reminded me of the way oil looks when mixed with water and gets hit by light. Then te concept of even being a human was gone, I heard snaps, cracks, and the sound of the tearing of dimensions as some call it which I now know what they mean. At first the noises were startling and strange only very briefly did I even realize I was me. The sounds continued like fireworks in my brain and I was swept into a vortex of vibrant colors that seemed so organic, I was amazed. I couldn't remember what i had done to get where i was, let alone who I was, which was scary but the thoughts brought me to remember i had done DMT. I felt deja vu and that's when I heard a lick of the solo in Comfortably Numb, which I guess my friend had put on as i was taking the hit. Now the lick I heard is about 3 mins into the song or more so for a few minutes I was completely in another world. I most definitely had a distinct thought of "I've been here before" I guess I was smiling the entire time. When I heard the song I remember "this is what DMT sounds like" and "of course this is what's on when I'm seeing this" it's all very hard to remember in order.
Needless to say I was astonished and couldn't help but to just enjoy it very materialistically because it was so great and consuming. I can really say I feel closer to the earth and its creatures now and even more so closer to what ever else is out there. I feel as if I became one with the is-ness once again only after about 12 hours of being away from that world so I guess it was enlightening but it takes awhile to ponder what you learned. I'd really like to do it again in silence so there is nothing to remind me of my carbon based body lying on my friends bed. I think I could get deeper and not be so blown away by how amazing everything looks. If the sounds I heard in the beginning were beings in the spirit realm they most certainly scared me a bit and that possibly scared them away and then they threw me into the wonderful vibrant landscape of which I had became a part of. I look forward to letting them communicate with me and I look forward to communicating with all of you. Thank you for reading this, I feel like I could type more but I'm kind of getting a headache
I became interested in the molecule about 5 or 6 years ago by hearing Joe Rogan talk about it on a YouTube interview about psychedelics. I was already an avid psychedelic journeymen and was very intrigued by his description of the geometric shapes and the beings you encounter. Basically after that I fell into a black hole of research regarding the DMT molecule. I read Rick Strassmen's The Spirit Molecule which is amazing and very informative in my opinion, I read people's thoughts and experiences on forums quite often, I talk with people who have experienced the wonders of DMT, and I try and find as many video documentation on theories about DMT and experiences while on it. It has really been a long road to where I am today a someone who feels they understand the molecule to the most one can understand, now understanding where we go while on it is another story but I have theories very much like all of yours.
I can remember the first time I ate mushrooms being so amazing and seeing the earth breathin and seeing things as alive as I'd ever seen them, which made me want to do it again. I loved how deep it aloud me to get and how introspective I would become which quickly led to me ignoring the visuals and trying to use them to dive into my self conscious and really connect with the earth and the universe. Keep in mind I had no clue what DMT was at this point. I have ha many out of body type experiences with mushrooms where I would feel as if I was in a state of aware paralysis if that makes sense? I would lay and meditate to the point of conversation with my self and some other intellect. I have learned a lot about myself by doing this and it really helped me learn to appreciate humans who I'm not very fond of but I've learned to cut some slack because most of us are really trying to be good and really just want to survive.
Now I have only experienced a full breakthrough on DMT one time and it was so intense I had to come on here and officially become a part of this community. This was last night and it was beautiful. I can't say that it was enlightening but it definitely brought me to the happiest place I'd ever been. I can remember taking the dose in one hit and I don't recall exhaling, just being amazed by the swirls of what reminded me of the way oil looks when mixed with water and gets hit by light. Then te concept of even being a human was gone, I heard snaps, cracks, and the sound of the tearing of dimensions as some call it which I now know what they mean. At first the noises were startling and strange only very briefly did I even realize I was me. The sounds continued like fireworks in my brain and I was swept into a vortex of vibrant colors that seemed so organic, I was amazed. I couldn't remember what i had done to get where i was, let alone who I was, which was scary but the thoughts brought me to remember i had done DMT. I felt deja vu and that's when I heard a lick of the solo in Comfortably Numb, which I guess my friend had put on as i was taking the hit. Now the lick I heard is about 3 mins into the song or more so for a few minutes I was completely in another world. I most definitely had a distinct thought of "I've been here before" I guess I was smiling the entire time. When I heard the song I remember "this is what DMT sounds like" and "of course this is what's on when I'm seeing this" it's all very hard to remember in order.
Needless to say I was astonished and couldn't help but to just enjoy it very materialistically because it was so great and consuming. I can really say I feel closer to the earth and its creatures now and even more so closer to what ever else is out there. I feel as if I became one with the is-ness once again only after about 12 hours of being away from that world so I guess it was enlightening but it takes awhile to ponder what you learned. I'd really like to do it again in silence so there is nothing to remind me of my carbon based body lying on my friends bed. I think I could get deeper and not be so blown away by how amazing everything looks. If the sounds I heard in the beginning were beings in the spirit realm they most certainly scared me a bit and that possibly scared them away and then they threw me into the wonderful vibrant landscape of which I had became a part of. I look forward to letting them communicate with me and I look forward to communicating with all of you. Thank you for reading this, I feel like I could type more but I'm kind of getting a headache
