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hey unmode, welcome to the nexus. Your story sounds a lot like mine. Actually, the title caught my eye and I figured you were a programmer. I have been programming for about 8 years, and I can truly say, it changes the way your mind works (que DPDR).
It's just my two cents, but you may benefit from a job that is, for lack of a better word, ordinary. Something where you are able to work outside, with other people. Paying your way, and hard physical labor can really clear your head. Especially if people have to coordinate with each other. That helps too.
It sounds like you know something has to change, but be careful about jumping into something like this before you have a safety net, otherwise you may find yourself in prison or a mental institution. It sounds like your mom is pretty intense, she might go off the handle if she finds you "making drugs". Know what I mean?
You should definitely learn as much as you can, that will help. Simulate it in your mind. Go through the process mentally til you know it by heart. Then when you find a safety net and a place that is private, make it happen. Good luck, feel free to PM me if you ever need an ear.

<blockquote data-quote="geniedog" data-source="post: 3608409" data-attributes="member: 19391">hey unmode, welcome to the nexus. Your story sounds a lot like mine. Actually, the title caught my eye and I figured you were a programmer. I have been programming for about 8 years, and I can truly say, it changes the way your mind works (que DPDR).It&#039;s just my two cents, but you may benefit from a job that is, for lack of a better word, ordinary. Something where you are able to work outside, with other people. Paying your way, and hard physical labor can really clear your head. Especially if people have to coordinate with each other. That helps too.It sounds like you know something has to change, but be careful about jumping into something like this before you have a safety net, otherwise you may find yourself in prison or a mental institution. It sounds like your mom is pretty intense, she might go off the handle if she finds you &quot;making drugs&quot;. Know what I mean? You should definitely learn as much as you can, that will help. Simulate it in your mind. Go through the process mentally til you know it by heart. Then when you find a safety net and a place that is private, make it happen. Good luck, feel free to PM me if you ever need an ear.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="geniedog, post: 3608409, member: 19391"] hey unmode, welcome to the nexus. Your story sounds a lot like mine. Actually, the title caught my eye and I figured you were a programmer. I have been programming for about 8 years, and I can truly say, it changes the way your mind works (que DPDR). It's just my two cents, but you may benefit from a job that is, for lack of a better word, ordinary. Something where you are able to work outside, with other people. Paying your way, and hard physical labor can really clear your head. Especially if people have to coordinate with each other. That helps too. It sounds like you know something has to change, but be careful about jumping into something like this before you have a safety net, otherwise you may find yourself in prison or a mental institution. It sounds like your mom is pretty intense, she might go off the handle if she finds you "making drugs". Know what I mean? You should definitely learn as much as you can, that will help. Simulate it in your mind. Go through the process mentally til you know it by heart. Then when you find a safety net and a place that is private, make it happen. Good luck, feel free to PM me if you ever need an ear. [/QUOTE]