Well, here goes nothing...
Greetings from Finland! Still unusually warm here but the cold winter months are fast approaching and what better way to fight seasonal depression than making new friends in a new community.
My adventure on this wonderful path started roughly 3 years ago when I came to the conclusion I couldn't continue living like I had for the past 10(ish) years. In hindsight I had been depressed for a long time, just didn't understand it until like 5 years ago. Didn't quite get as far as being suicidal but at the low point I didn't really give a crap either way. Long story short, I've always been a problem solver and a sort of "I can figure this out myself" -guy so 3 years ago I decided I'm going to try to help myself first and seek professional help if I fail. After a deep dive into the topic of treating depression I stumbled across mushrooms and psilocybin, and after some more research and some months of weird white stuff growing in shoeboxes I had more than enough to perform tests on myself. Fast forward a few months and I realized that the amount of "bad days" had gone down drastically. Years later I feel like a different person, everyone has noticed I'm a lot happier but only my girlfriend knows what the catalyst was. As a sidenote, I wouldn't recommend this route to someone who's depressed but I had my reasons and I'm glad things went like they did.
So who am I now? I'm an engineer in my 30's with a love for everything crafts-related, woodworking was my first love and once my profession but nowadays I like working with everything from metals to resins to recycled paper as a hobby. I've always been a fiend for learning new things; Basic chemistry, fermentation and macro photography being some of the latest ones. I'm not too good at any of them but I'm having a lot of fun. In the last few years I've also grown to love nature and have become interested in plants and mushrooms.
Ever since I fell into the psychedelic rabbit hole, I've been somewhat fascinated by DMT. No first hand experience, but I've read and watched enough to have a basic understanding of the substance if not the experience. Unfortunately it seems I stumbled in at an impractical time since pretty much anything usable for an extraction became illegal some time ago in Finland. But who knows, perhaps life will present an opportunity for me to peek behind the curtain of reality at some point. I'm still quite new to all this so there's a lot I don't know.
I think that's enough for now, this turned out long enough already. Feel free to hit me up for a chat about crafts, mycology, psychedelics or whatever. And fellow Finns are of course always welcome, we're a rarity in the internet but somehow we've managed to infiltrate all the communities I've been a part of Looking forward to being a part of this community too.
-Mykologi
Greetings from Finland! Still unusually warm here but the cold winter months are fast approaching and what better way to fight seasonal depression than making new friends in a new community.
My adventure on this wonderful path started roughly 3 years ago when I came to the conclusion I couldn't continue living like I had for the past 10(ish) years. In hindsight I had been depressed for a long time, just didn't understand it until like 5 years ago. Didn't quite get as far as being suicidal but at the low point I didn't really give a crap either way. Long story short, I've always been a problem solver and a sort of "I can figure this out myself" -guy so 3 years ago I decided I'm going to try to help myself first and seek professional help if I fail. After a deep dive into the topic of treating depression I stumbled across mushrooms and psilocybin, and after some more research and some months of weird white stuff growing in shoeboxes I had more than enough to perform tests on myself. Fast forward a few months and I realized that the amount of "bad days" had gone down drastically. Years later I feel like a different person, everyone has noticed I'm a lot happier but only my girlfriend knows what the catalyst was. As a sidenote, I wouldn't recommend this route to someone who's depressed but I had my reasons and I'm glad things went like they did.
So who am I now? I'm an engineer in my 30's with a love for everything crafts-related, woodworking was my first love and once my profession but nowadays I like working with everything from metals to resins to recycled paper as a hobby. I've always been a fiend for learning new things; Basic chemistry, fermentation and macro photography being some of the latest ones. I'm not too good at any of them but I'm having a lot of fun. In the last few years I've also grown to love nature and have become interested in plants and mushrooms.
Ever since I fell into the psychedelic rabbit hole, I've been somewhat fascinated by DMT. No first hand experience, but I've read and watched enough to have a basic understanding of the substance if not the experience. Unfortunately it seems I stumbled in at an impractical time since pretty much anything usable for an extraction became illegal some time ago in Finland. But who knows, perhaps life will present an opportunity for me to peek behind the curtain of reality at some point. I'm still quite new to all this so there's a lot I don't know.
I think that's enough for now, this turned out long enough already. Feel free to hit me up for a chat about crafts, mycology, psychedelics or whatever. And fellow Finns are of course always welcome, we're a rarity in the internet but somehow we've managed to infiltrate all the communities I've been a part of Looking forward to being a part of this community too.
-Mykologi