Hello all! Im a newbie through and through and i am glad to join this website, because of the nearly year i spent researching and exploring ways to procure DMT, this site has been there for me more times than i can count.
Earlier this morning i had come across a few threads that were very inspiring and after reading through them i figured, "hey seems like a cool headed community..Why not join"...So i finally registered and i hope to share and read up on as much as i can..
Also the thread that finally got me to join...
Anywho i figure i should take some time to give some slight background on myself..To be honest, i have very scant experience with any sort of psychedelic. Only a mere two times i smoked weed and found it to be a waste of my time. Otherwise im an alcoholic at times and when im not i spend my time and days meditating.
What drew me into DMT, wasn't the nice youtube videos, nor a certain series of videos that have become popular these days, but more so through my meditations. Now while ill admit that i have definitely been influenced by media out there it wasn't what drew me into wanting to do what i have done and intend to do..
Also for those that dont want to read this part as it will be pretty long...ill color it so you can just skip to the end. lol long drawn out back story.But this is the Intro-Essay section right?
Anywho when i was younger i meditated. ALOT. And was able to find myself in a state of mind that. Well i just cant describe. Not even 10 years after i stopped i just begin to explain the wonder it was to be in that state of mind A few years ago, a series of events led me to start back meditating again. At first it was like learning how to ride a bike again. As if i never spent 10 years NOT meditating. But then...I hit a brick wall. Almost a year ago now, i got to a point where i couldn't progress like i was previously. I felt like i was missing something when i meditate..As if i was doing it all wrong now. i panicked and nearly lost my way i guess...Until a few months ago when one of my better meditations ended with a message from a higher power i had come to trust. It...showed me what my problem was and an OUT i guess you could say?? That OUT was to experience DMT. Complete newbie and all.
Now while i had my hesitations about it, curiosity got the best of me. I began to scour the web searching for anything on topic with what to do, how to make it, this and that. And of course there were ups and downs, lifes toils, and some shady-ness that slowed me down.
But through it all, i find myself here. And i literally mean HERE as in this site.
You know if anyone cared to read all of that, then i hope you dont just view me as some new kid thinking this is a way to get high. There are many other reasons why i find this method very appealing and if anything there is a sort of FEEL i have about it all, especially after now joining this site. Anywho, thanks for reading my intro.
Here in the upcoming weeks ill have alot of questions and hopefully i few stories as well. I am also very very open to anyone Else's experience's with this substance esp if it involves meditation. Thanks for reading...Sorry about the length. Also forgot to say. Ive just now finished my first few successful extractions...Drying them out right now!
And mods if this is the wrong place, please move to the correct area
Earlier this morning i had come across a few threads that were very inspiring and after reading through them i figured, "hey seems like a cool headed community..Why not join"...So i finally registered and i hope to share and read up on as much as i can..
Also the thread that finally got me to join...
Anywho i figure i should take some time to give some slight background on myself..To be honest, i have very scant experience with any sort of psychedelic. Only a mere two times i smoked weed and found it to be a waste of my time. Otherwise im an alcoholic at times and when im not i spend my time and days meditating.
What drew me into DMT, wasn't the nice youtube videos, nor a certain series of videos that have become popular these days, but more so through my meditations. Now while ill admit that i have definitely been influenced by media out there it wasn't what drew me into wanting to do what i have done and intend to do..
Also for those that dont want to read this part as it will be pretty long...ill color it so you can just skip to the end. lol long drawn out back story.But this is the Intro-Essay section right?
Anywho when i was younger i meditated. ALOT. And was able to find myself in a state of mind that. Well i just cant describe. Not even 10 years after i stopped i just begin to explain the wonder it was to be in that state of mind A few years ago, a series of events led me to start back meditating again. At first it was like learning how to ride a bike again. As if i never spent 10 years NOT meditating. But then...I hit a brick wall. Almost a year ago now, i got to a point where i couldn't progress like i was previously. I felt like i was missing something when i meditate..As if i was doing it all wrong now. i panicked and nearly lost my way i guess...Until a few months ago when one of my better meditations ended with a message from a higher power i had come to trust. It...showed me what my problem was and an OUT i guess you could say?? That OUT was to experience DMT. Complete newbie and all.
Now while i had my hesitations about it, curiosity got the best of me. I began to scour the web searching for anything on topic with what to do, how to make it, this and that. And of course there were ups and downs, lifes toils, and some shady-ness that slowed me down.
But through it all, i find myself here. And i literally mean HERE as in this site.
You know if anyone cared to read all of that, then i hope you dont just view me as some new kid thinking this is a way to get high. There are many other reasons why i find this method very appealing and if anything there is a sort of FEEL i have about it all, especially after now joining this site. Anywho, thanks for reading my intro.
Here in the upcoming weeks ill have alot of questions and hopefully i few stories as well. I am also very very open to anyone Else's experience's with this substance esp if it involves meditation. Thanks for reading...Sorry about the length. Also forgot to say. Ive just now finished my first few successful extractions...Drying them out right now!
And mods if this is the wrong place, please move to the correct area
