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Rising Star
Hello just a quick introduction. In the past I have experimented with drugs started with weed then more heavy things but after about 6 years I stopped every thing drink as well as I found it wasn’t getting me anywhere just ill and scint. Haven really had anything for about two years now. And I am now studying soto zen. In till recently I have had no interest in drugs of any sort but my interest was sparked after reading ‘2012 the year of the mayan prophecy’ by Daniel pinchbeck. So now I have an interest in natural hallucinogens but for a very different reason. Hear is an account of sum experiences iv had in the past. I notice wile reading the accounts of dmt trips a similarity between them and experiences I used to have when foolishly experimenting with inhaling petrol vapour, not something I would recommend to anyone. But I will briefly describe sum of them. I was sat on a quad bike in a old barn with a 3 friends inhaling strait out the tank, after a very short time hyperventilating with the fumes it started. First a loud rumbling noise in the distance like a huge train. And a vibrating throughout my whole body. My friends were talking but just strange noises were coming out their mouths the conversation seamed to form a paten wound in a loop as if time was jumping like a broken record, this feeling of time repeating got more and more intense until it was like I had fallen out of time completely and the loop I was experiencing was the inter universe looping over and over, it felt like I was stuck for eternity experiencing eternity again and again faster and faster until I was out side of it floating in nothingness with this vast spinning shape in front of me, their was a golden cord coming out of my centre and raped around this shape puling me in to it I was terrified. Then I was back in the barn standing bolt upright in front of the quad bike, I felt totally relived to be back I went outside to see my friends but when I got outside the paten started again and I looked up and part of the sky was missing it then a curd to me that I was on the spinning shape that was pulling me in which terrified me. Slowly after that I returned to reality Another time I got of the bike and sat down when everything I cud see and hear moved away from me into a little dot in front of me. Then a voice started talking to me it was saying ‘you have got it wrong the games fucked you need to reset it and start again’ it was referring to the little dot in front of me ( my entire life!) then the dot flu forward towards me and I felt it get stuck in my one of back teeth. After retuning to reality I cud feel a strange sensation in my tooth for about an hour afterwards. Looking back I think that I could have easily died during any of these experiences, and I stress that it might sound cool but don’t bother instead get sum dmt, your body is not designed for petrol Catfood.