I have also seen the negatives of prescription anti-depressants, definitely a numbing drug. It tricks you into thinking you are at peace when you are really not. I agree that you need to come into this with no expectations, because you may be frustrated at first. My original quest with psychedelics was for visuals, and to this day DMT is the only one that has given me what I was looking for, took many years of frustration for that haha. I think though that psychedelics can teach you a lot about yourself, and help you become at peace with the right mindset. Keep an open mind, and follow the good vibes!

Best of luck to you in your travels.