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Well its about time I introduce myself. I'm fairly new to the world of hyperspace, perhaps 3 months deep. I had no clue what dmt was let alone what it's capable of. I was relaxing with a few friends one night and someone recommended watching "The Spirit Molecule." I was fascinated and bewildered I had not once in my life heard of this substance. A week goes by and I get a phone call. A few hrs later and I am holding this new substance in my hand. Now I consider myself somewhat experienced in mind altering substances but I was so utterly not ready for what happened next. Keep in mind I didn't "blast off" the first 2 times. I distinctly remember the first time. It happened so fast I wasn't sure what was going on. I remember after what was probably only 45 sec looking down at my arm and it was comprised of hundreds of triangles. After closing my eyes an orb appeared along with 2 panes of what looked like opaque glass on either side with a completely black background. And to the beat of the music I had playing this orb was shooting out the most intensely vivid and bright colors, wave upon wave of color permeating the blackness, penetrating the panes of glass on either side. There was some kind of inscription on the orb but it is a little fuzzy, perhaps like a m or w, not like something I have seen before even though it looked somewhat familiar. I knew once completely back to earth I wanted to go further, not understanding the implications of my course of actions. For a week I simply couldn't bring myself to again, not until I went to see a long lost friend, who happens to be a member here. It couldn't have worked out better as it was his first experience ever and only my second. Anyway to make a long story short I did my 6th journey today and hope for many more. I wont lie, I have never been more hesitant to try something I have done before, almost like each time gets harder and harder. My journey today was quite different. I came to crying. I was absolutely floored by the realizations I had and also hearing a voice that kept repeating "Inadequate". I could go on and on, and on but I will end this for now. I have much learning to do! It is a pleasure to meet like minded individuals.
 
Welcome to the Nexus Yoda, sounds like you had quite a transformative experience. Interesting coincidences or synchronicities that led up to your first smoke as well. The universe is so strangely random.
 
Thanks. Been an experience I will never forget. You know, I've done enough lsd in my life to kill a small elephant, or severely scar it for life. Spice makes it look like candy. And what is this SWIM I keep reading about?
 
Yoda said:
Thanks. Been an experience I will never forget. You know, I've done enough lsd in my life to kill a small elephant, or severely scar it for life. Spice makes it look like candy. And what is this SWIM I keep reading about?
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SWIM = someone who isnt me

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