Hawaiianbreeze
Rising Star
Hello,
I'm 20 years old. I spent the first nine years of my life in the mountains of New Mexico. When I was nine my father lost his job and my parents decided that we would move onto a sailboat in Mexico. We lived on the ocean for the next for years. Then we ran out of funds. We sold the boat and have lived in Washington ever since. i got into a fair deal of trouble, having been schooled for most of my youth coming into public schools was quite a shock for me. I did not deal well with bullies. I've screwed up pretty bad for most of my life. I left the only woman I've loved. I've drank hard and smoked and done all kind of drugs. About a year ago I read Victory by Lester Del Ray. My entire view on life was changed. It's a wierd book to change your life on, but I guess that's just the way it goes sometimes. I realized that I needed to change, fighting never got me anywhere good. Sadly I'm not yet great at anything else. But I'm going back to school and working. I've come to peace with mmy past am working on making a good future for myself. I've been working with qigong and yoga. I'm also beginning to get into meditation. I was studying shamanism when I discovered dmt. After researching more I realized that it it's an incredibly powerful tool. I went through my "tripping" phase, I want to discover more, and I have alot of questions.
I'm 20 years old. I spent the first nine years of my life in the mountains of New Mexico. When I was nine my father lost his job and my parents decided that we would move onto a sailboat in Mexico. We lived on the ocean for the next for years. Then we ran out of funds. We sold the boat and have lived in Washington ever since. i got into a fair deal of trouble, having been schooled for most of my youth coming into public schools was quite a shock for me. I did not deal well with bullies. I've screwed up pretty bad for most of my life. I left the only woman I've loved. I've drank hard and smoked and done all kind of drugs. About a year ago I read Victory by Lester Del Ray. My entire view on life was changed. It's a wierd book to change your life on, but I guess that's just the way it goes sometimes. I realized that I needed to change, fighting never got me anywhere good. Sadly I'm not yet great at anything else. But I'm going back to school and working. I've come to peace with mmy past am working on making a good future for myself. I've been working with qigong and yoga. I'm also beginning to get into meditation. I was studying shamanism when I discovered dmt. After researching more I realized that it it's an incredibly powerful tool. I went through my "tripping" phase, I want to discover more, and I have alot of questions.
