No I never stopped then, my girlfriend and I broke up long ago! I stopped when i did simply because it felt that there was no where the drugs i was doing could take me that i hadnt been before many times, rather than the philisophical early years i was just becoming a bit of a mess  I now have an amazing wife, who understands where i am coming from with my interest in DMT, she has no desire to do it herself but is completly surportive in me wanting to