all I can say is that I feel that I can very vaguely see it in my future, kinda like having two large mirrors facing each other in a room and they reflect each other infinitely, all I can understand about what my awakening will be like is what I can make of in what is at the end of the infinitely reflecting mirrors

GREAT METAPHOR Give Peace a Chance

If one chemical is able to do that to everyone then maybe there is nothing to it but our minds tricking us ? I know this is a very sad way to think of it, and I am sorry if you hate people who sum such a great experience to you in such a lame way.

I have thought of that also, but the good thing is that, even IF it is all just a mirage produced by chemicals, the experiencer YOU, ME, etc) MUST be eternal, and the Source of all.

God (Allah, Buddha, Me You, etc) is in his heaven and all's well.

I'm sure you are familiaar with RUMI, also reads Descartes cogito ergo sum (I think, therefore I am ) and explore it, find it's appeal and its flaws, meditate, you and I will together discover that  we already know more than we know, I for one, don't know that yet,

Maybe you could help me find out,

Read my intro, and my further responses for a really bad/weird trip below

Old Dog

WE are birds of a feather my brother and fellow seeker, I don't know anything, but it makes me feel more confident that I am on the right path when I read of your questions and I profit from your clear thinking and philosophical/spiritual depth.

I want to hear more from you.

Thanks for making me feel not so weird.

Spangles