Hi Chung,

I am but a new member as well, but a browser for years. I think you're posts are incredibly insightful and likely have found the right forum too. I like that you meditate, and in varying styles. I like meditating too but have used the Cartesian method, which is not right or wrong just different. Your line, "redirect my career/ life into something more fulfilling" to me is a fairly serious thing that includes that awareness combined with theta meditation.

Some say some people can go further through meditation than psychedelics, but I think they're talkin Buddhist monks in Tibet. Meditation works for awareness and positioning while, at least for me personally, dimethyltryptamine provides 'enhancement' and 'clarification' of those things that come up during meditation. Hope that helps, and to say Hi

Ben