What a great story. I am a little envious of your experience and how the mole found you.

I have so much respect for psilocybin. In high doses like your 5 grams or even more, I really do think you can learn quite a bit about, not just yourself but the universe as well.

Good luck with your first time, my advice completely forget about breaking through and enjoy the experience after all if you take 2-4 good hits you probably broke through and don't even know it. Read this forum:

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Also I would suggest an extraction. with only 2 dosses you might not fully grasp the power of the experience. maybe space them out a bit.

anyways welcome and happy travels