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Rising Star
Hey everyone!
I discovered this forum a couple of days ago when I first started seriously looking into DMT. This seems like my cup of tea so here I am!
I'm 21 years old, not really much of a drug person but I've held an interest in entheogens for many years. I wasn't a very happy individual prior to my introduction to psychedelics though. I had no confidence and suffered from depression and anxiety my entire life.
I had my share of magic mushrooms two years back which ended in me experiencing temporary depersonalization disorder and chronic panic attacks for several months. I also regularly experienced sleep paralyzis and out of body experiences along with visual and auditory hallucinations right before falling asleep at nights. Terrifying but interesting nonetheless.
Perhaps it was just Nature's way of scolding me and pointing me into the right direction. Who knows? Anyway, I'd say it was sort-of a wake up call for me to go and do something about my problems.
I'm a spiritual person, consider myself a hermeticist and hold a deep interest in shamanism, magick and spagyric alchemy. That being said I'd really like to try fusing my knowledge on spagyric processes with DMT extraction, making it more of a ritual than just a vulgar chemical process.
I still have a lot to learn so don't expect any major contributions yet. It might be years until I can get around this since I don't have my own place yet and I don't have a stable job either. Until then I'll just keep reading, or as they say, "Ora, lege, lege, lege, relege, labora et invenies".
Peace
I discovered this forum a couple of days ago when I first started seriously looking into DMT. This seems like my cup of tea so here I am!
I'm 21 years old, not really much of a drug person but I've held an interest in entheogens for many years. I wasn't a very happy individual prior to my introduction to psychedelics though. I had no confidence and suffered from depression and anxiety my entire life.
I had my share of magic mushrooms two years back which ended in me experiencing temporary depersonalization disorder and chronic panic attacks for several months. I also regularly experienced sleep paralyzis and out of body experiences along with visual and auditory hallucinations right before falling asleep at nights. Terrifying but interesting nonetheless.
Perhaps it was just Nature's way of scolding me and pointing me into the right direction. Who knows? Anyway, I'd say it was sort-of a wake up call for me to go and do something about my problems.
I'm a spiritual person, consider myself a hermeticist and hold a deep interest in shamanism, magick and spagyric alchemy. That being said I'd really like to try fusing my knowledge on spagyric processes with DMT extraction, making it more of a ritual than just a vulgar chemical process.
I still have a lot to learn so don't expect any major contributions yet. It might be years until I can get around this since I don't have my own place yet and I don't have a stable job either. Until then I'll just keep reading, or as they say, "Ora, lege, lege, lege, relege, labora et invenies".
Peace