Well i am not sure how much i can tell you about myself with out incriminating me or the forum. I am about to be 23 years old and yes i still live at my parents house. I work at a restaurant. I have done my fair share of experimenting with drugs. Id have to say the first drug i ever tried was Caffeine or DXM (when i was just a young lad of course) then i tried nicotine when me and friend were in like 4th or 5th grade. we took it from his mom and shared it, it was pretty disgusting. I used to take a sip off of a beer if some one left it around at my house but always hated the taste as a young boy.
As i grew up and found out that my parents smoke pot, i became interested in it. I always wondered to myself at school, "If these drugs are so bad, why do people keep doing them?" when i was in 7th grade i tried pot for the first time, didnt really like it. I only got the physical effects of the weed (red eyes, hunger, dry mouth) but i don't think my mind was developed enough yet to be in that marijuana head space. I smoked here and there for a few years but never really got high until i was in 10th grade and i got my first bong and some good herb. i got home from school that day and loaded my bong up right away. it only took me a few hits and i got so stoned, i felt like i was in a video game, i mean like i felt like i was in a 8 bit video game! it was crazy i was giggling, i tried masturbating and it was amazing! food tasted great and i remember saying to myself "I want to feel like this all the time!" needless to say i became a pot head after that, surrounding myself with people that liked to smoke pot and weren't to involved with their personal image and people that would actually be able to teach me something about myself.
When i was a junior i got drunk for the first time off of crown royal. I liked the feeling but i threw up and the whiskey tasted gross so i didn't really like it that much. Junior year i tried mushrooms for the first time. when i heard about them and what they were i thought "id like to try this, i want to see what else i can see" The mushrooms kinda gave me a scare for i was myself when i was peaking, i had alot of negative thoughts, about live and suicide, thinking that life was pointless if im going to just work my whole life. I didnt keep this mind state after i was down but it did give me a scare. I tryed cocaine next when i was a senior and i liked it, didnt like the taste but liked the way it made me feel. I than began to use cocaine about 3 times a month (usually on weekends) and continued to smoke pot. I tried shrooms a few more times and had some better times, but i always felt weird when coming down from shrooms.
When i was 18 (almost 19) i tried E for my first time. I took one after coming down from some cocaine and started to feel amazing, so i took one more. That night was awesome, i stayed up with a few other people that were all rolling, music sounded awesome, i felt amazing, and i was playing video games like a mother fucker. After that i think i tried percocets next. Didnt really understand why people liked pills so much so i didnt really get into them until i got a bunch of OC 80's. I traded most of them for bud but i did use them a little bit, a tiny bump would make me nodd out.
I continued to use cocaine more regularly when i was 20. because i got put on probation for getting busted with an OZ of weed. Some one i was selling to was working for the cops and i got sentenced to 3 years probation. I stopped smoking but upped my cocaine and alcohol use. I went to jail in September of 08 for testing positive for cocaine on a drug screen. My parents posted my 10,000$ bail (Thats right $10,000 for my first dirty urine!) I was put on a 6 month good behavior period while still on the probation (this means if i fucked up again i would get the maximum jail time) well i stayed out of trouble for that long.
A little while past and i got a hold of some L and MDMA from a friend who just came back from camp bisco. The first time i did the L it was kinda weird, i dont think it was that strong but i noticed small things, like lights looked different, and brake lights were leaving trails stuff like that. but it wasn't intense. I did the MDMA throughout the next week, Sniffing most of it and loving it. loving the way it felt clean and not super "Uppy". I got my hands on a 10 strip after that and ate a few tabs with a girl that i was seeing at the time. We had so much fun that day, i tripped my bawls off and i LOVED it. seriously i fell in love with L.
I hate to say this part, but it is part of who i am. The same girl that i tried L with was into H and i decided to do some. I liked the way it made me feel and i started using it for about 2 weeks then one night i was at my house with her and another kid who used H and we were getting all smacked out. I had to work early the next morning at 6am. So i went to work while the other 2 were still sleeping. the chick left and when i came back from work around 3pm i found the kid that was still at my house laying on the floor, not breathing, Blue in the face, and unresponsive. I lost it, i started crying, i wasn't sure if i should hide the body or call 911 because i was still on probation at the time. Well i couldn't live with myself if i didn't call 911 so i did. My probation officer got wind of what happened and told me to come in for a urine screen the next day. I tested positive for weed and H and had a court date coming up for it.
The next few months of my life was just a waiting period for me to go to jail. so i tried to consume as many drugs as i could (Not the H tho) I took acid a bunch more times with amazing results. but one night i took 2 hits of WoW and was hanging out with a few friends (they were not tripping) and i broke down and started crying, i think everything in my life that i have done wrong was hitting me at that exact moment, i had my friend drive me home and i burst into tears telling my parents i was tripping on L and that i didn't want to do drugs any more. I gave my dad the rest of my L and my bag of Pot. Well the whole "not using drugs thing" didnt last to long because i used L,POT, and oxy codone right up until my court date.
I was sentenced to 9 months in county jail. while i was in there i read alot of books, doors of perception was one that stuck with me. i did alot of meditation and soul searching while i as in there. i got let out after only 3 months because i entered a 28 day treatment program while i was in there and got released upon completion. The day i got out, my friend came over and we had a beer. i then took a hit off of my mothers pipe and got stone (she smoked crappy weed too). I remember kind of seeing the world a little differently after being locked up. i appreciated things more.
The first week i was out i took 2 hits with a couple friends and we had an amazing night listening to music and just looking up at the stars. made me remember how much i loved L. well not much happened in-between their and now. i continued to use oxy codone frequently and then stopped cold turkey for about 3 months, then i started dabbling in it, then got right back into my old habits. thats at this current day. Its been 3 days since i have used oxy codone and i honestly feel like my 4 recent uses of DMT have helped me with not using the oxy codone. it even helps with the physical withdrawals of the drug. I am not sure if i have typed what you are looking for. and i know im not the best story teller, but i want you to get a feel for who i am. i love using hallucinogenics. maybe too much. but i would much rather use them than opiates or amphetamines.
Peace and Love
As i grew up and found out that my parents smoke pot, i became interested in it. I always wondered to myself at school, "If these drugs are so bad, why do people keep doing them?" when i was in 7th grade i tried pot for the first time, didnt really like it. I only got the physical effects of the weed (red eyes, hunger, dry mouth) but i don't think my mind was developed enough yet to be in that marijuana head space. I smoked here and there for a few years but never really got high until i was in 10th grade and i got my first bong and some good herb. i got home from school that day and loaded my bong up right away. it only took me a few hits and i got so stoned, i felt like i was in a video game, i mean like i felt like i was in a 8 bit video game! it was crazy i was giggling, i tried masturbating and it was amazing! food tasted great and i remember saying to myself "I want to feel like this all the time!" needless to say i became a pot head after that, surrounding myself with people that liked to smoke pot and weren't to involved with their personal image and people that would actually be able to teach me something about myself.
When i was a junior i got drunk for the first time off of crown royal. I liked the feeling but i threw up and the whiskey tasted gross so i didn't really like it that much. Junior year i tried mushrooms for the first time. when i heard about them and what they were i thought "id like to try this, i want to see what else i can see" The mushrooms kinda gave me a scare for i was myself when i was peaking, i had alot of negative thoughts, about live and suicide, thinking that life was pointless if im going to just work my whole life. I didnt keep this mind state after i was down but it did give me a scare. I tryed cocaine next when i was a senior and i liked it, didnt like the taste but liked the way it made me feel. I than began to use cocaine about 3 times a month (usually on weekends) and continued to smoke pot. I tried shrooms a few more times and had some better times, but i always felt weird when coming down from shrooms.
When i was 18 (almost 19) i tried E for my first time. I took one after coming down from some cocaine and started to feel amazing, so i took one more. That night was awesome, i stayed up with a few other people that were all rolling, music sounded awesome, i felt amazing, and i was playing video games like a mother fucker. After that i think i tried percocets next. Didnt really understand why people liked pills so much so i didnt really get into them until i got a bunch of OC 80's. I traded most of them for bud but i did use them a little bit, a tiny bump would make me nodd out.
I continued to use cocaine more regularly when i was 20. because i got put on probation for getting busted with an OZ of weed. Some one i was selling to was working for the cops and i got sentenced to 3 years probation. I stopped smoking but upped my cocaine and alcohol use. I went to jail in September of 08 for testing positive for cocaine on a drug screen. My parents posted my 10,000$ bail (Thats right $10,000 for my first dirty urine!) I was put on a 6 month good behavior period while still on the probation (this means if i fucked up again i would get the maximum jail time) well i stayed out of trouble for that long.
A little while past and i got a hold of some L and MDMA from a friend who just came back from camp bisco. The first time i did the L it was kinda weird, i dont think it was that strong but i noticed small things, like lights looked different, and brake lights were leaving trails stuff like that. but it wasn't intense. I did the MDMA throughout the next week, Sniffing most of it and loving it. loving the way it felt clean and not super "Uppy". I got my hands on a 10 strip after that and ate a few tabs with a girl that i was seeing at the time. We had so much fun that day, i tripped my bawls off and i LOVED it. seriously i fell in love with L.
I hate to say this part, but it is part of who i am. The same girl that i tried L with was into H and i decided to do some. I liked the way it made me feel and i started using it for about 2 weeks then one night i was at my house with her and another kid who used H and we were getting all smacked out. I had to work early the next morning at 6am. So i went to work while the other 2 were still sleeping. the chick left and when i came back from work around 3pm i found the kid that was still at my house laying on the floor, not breathing, Blue in the face, and unresponsive. I lost it, i started crying, i wasn't sure if i should hide the body or call 911 because i was still on probation at the time. Well i couldn't live with myself if i didn't call 911 so i did. My probation officer got wind of what happened and told me to come in for a urine screen the next day. I tested positive for weed and H and had a court date coming up for it.
The next few months of my life was just a waiting period for me to go to jail. so i tried to consume as many drugs as i could (Not the H tho) I took acid a bunch more times with amazing results. but one night i took 2 hits of WoW and was hanging out with a few friends (they were not tripping) and i broke down and started crying, i think everything in my life that i have done wrong was hitting me at that exact moment, i had my friend drive me home and i burst into tears telling my parents i was tripping on L and that i didn't want to do drugs any more. I gave my dad the rest of my L and my bag of Pot. Well the whole "not using drugs thing" didnt last to long because i used L,POT, and oxy codone right up until my court date.
I was sentenced to 9 months in county jail. while i was in there i read alot of books, doors of perception was one that stuck with me. i did alot of meditation and soul searching while i as in there. i got let out after only 3 months because i entered a 28 day treatment program while i was in there and got released upon completion. The day i got out, my friend came over and we had a beer. i then took a hit off of my mothers pipe and got stone (she smoked crappy weed too). I remember kind of seeing the world a little differently after being locked up. i appreciated things more.
The first week i was out i took 2 hits with a couple friends and we had an amazing night listening to music and just looking up at the stars. made me remember how much i loved L. well not much happened in-between their and now. i continued to use oxy codone frequently and then stopped cold turkey for about 3 months, then i started dabbling in it, then got right back into my old habits. thats at this current day. Its been 3 days since i have used oxy codone and i honestly feel like my 4 recent uses of DMT have helped me with not using the oxy codone. it even helps with the physical withdrawals of the drug. I am not sure if i have typed what you are looking for. and i know im not the best story teller, but i want you to get a feel for who i am. i love using hallucinogenics. maybe too much. but i would much rather use them than opiates or amphetamines.
Peace and Love
