I'm not so great at essays so I'll just say high and post a few of my first spice trip reports. I love reading all the great stuff here. Thank you for the help along the way 
6/03/11 trip report
I could feel it building up after the hit…..It was a small pile (orangey colored crystals) maybe .05g or less…on top of ash in my bong...didn't get it all. My field of vision didn't turn red as it has in the past…it all happened too fast for that. As I blew out the hit (which seemed like a lot of smoke) the patterns hit me….they were squares with pictures in them….they came in blasts that took my breath away, I mean I couldn't breath when they were flashing at first. It felt a little like convulsions but that passed after a second or two. It wasn't scary, just a little unsettling….as soon as the smoke was out of my mouth this started so I was trying to regain my breath.
It was different from past blasts where I saw squares with patterns and lights in them. It still came in squares but these were pictures of worldly things……I saw stop signs with fluid yellow arrows pointing down….a weird little sign hanging on a string blowing in the wind ? ( this was a yellow strip of paper? tied to the string that had moving dots on it, the dots just moved along the piece of paper )….there were a bunch of other repeating things I can't recall….a lot of signs….I opened my eyes and I saw my cat like a cartoon with a plastic flower for one of it's eyes. There was someone saying my name in the background but I was alone.
I had climbed on to the bed during the first part of the blast which took a little doing but I made it. I was holding on to my cat during the pictures ….when I finally could see again he still had a plastic flower in place of one eye.
After that ( I lost track of time but the flashes went maybe less than two minutes) I was in another place. My bed was like a throne and I felt like a king... with my cat like a lion. The air turned into swirling patterns, wispy …kind of like smoke but with an intricate filigree pattern and lots of twinkling colored lights. Everything was moving….I was just in awe…I don't know how else to put it.
My cat seemed very into all this…he was very interested in how my fingers smelled even though I didn't touch the DMT with them. He was right up close to me looking in my eyes. He looked very different…..shimmering, although flowerless at this point.
The patterns and lights slowly subsided….my room became my room again. I sat there petting my cat trying to put together what had just happened. All in less than ten minutes
This was my second trip…"with my cat"…..
He is a very personable cat and loves attention but like I said he seems to become very interested when I take DMT ? In my first trip with him on this same batch I pulled his soul from his body with my hand and my arm turned into my cat….with hair and eyes !!!!
6/11/11 trip report
Had another insane trip this morning on the last little bit of the street bought stuff.It was so weird because the all the other times I smoked that stuff it was the same.....field of vision turned red and a torrent of squares, all in channels.....all moving. This time it was just like the extracted batch....took my breath away when I let the hit out ….but that only lasted a few seconds . Eyes open….no flashes, just a crazy pattern that covered everything in the room including me....it was like a black paisley pattern of sorts...
I was then taken away and not just me....everything went away...somewhere else
I remember looking at my arm and there were crazy patterns and lights in my arm. I'm really not sure what happened after that I just remember as I started coming back I was saying I didn't understand...what ever happened was too much for me to comprehend apparently..
I then watch as everything came back.....it was wild....bits and pieces all rushing back together right in front of my eyes....it's really hard to explain..I just know I have never seen anything like it before. Reality rushes in ….
I was left with a feeling of satisfaction knowing that the pieces fall back together so well. I also felt in awe knowing there is something out there we might never understand .
6/13/11 trip report
Fresh base…..didn't get it on the first hit…on top of ash in my bong….it liquified fast, got some smoke but didn't do it…..I hit what was left directly with the lighter…..lots of smoke and smoke blew straight up out of the bowl !
No flashes….just craziness….my cats face was morphing all different colors and patterns….he had a third eye for a moment. Things got strange and scary after that….someone was talking to me…saying someone else ( they named someone/something ) was coming….they were going to do something( they had a term for it but I can't recall? ) but not to worry…just let them and they will go….
What/whoever it was started doing it's thing……lots of moving lights ….blinking…….I had some sort of convulsion in my left arm…..I saw a bead of light shoot up my arm and two of my finger tips twitched. I never saw any entities but could feel the presence, I was laying on my bed and could feel something linger over me. I never saw where the voice came from either.
Right after that I started coming back….everything pulling back together as it did the last time….my left arm felt funny and took the longest to return…..the rest of me and the room was back but my left hand was still alien……..it took a few moments longer to return to normal, I remember being worried that my hand might stay alien. I rubbed it because it felt weird.
I'm not sure what happened …it was very strange and didn't feel all that good. My arm feels ok now….a little tingly and slightly asleep but it was a long day at work and other than that I feel fine.
There seems to be a progression…where each trip will change but still have similarities to the last. The first few times I got lots of colors and patterns repeating but never travelled and came back ? When the colors went away the morphing and traveling/coming back , voices and other craziness started.
edit..about three hours later….I am having a hard time deciding if I actually had some sort of convulsion or if I was just tripping. I feel normal now…my arm and hand are fine …no other side effects
7/4/11
First time smoking since 6/13…been vaping a little at a time with nice feelings.
Hit hard after it liquified….what I thought was a small amount…..no flashes…just blasted to another place…….my hand twitched so I held my hands together and there was this heart pattern that kept circling through my hands…the picture on my wall had changed to something else….i kept looking between my hands and the picture saying I didn't understand…..but I'm starting to get it now….there is nothing to understand. (something about my ear and my hand)
The really weird part about it was that my cat was in the room laying down on my laundry….and just as I came back from my trip he went tearing out of the room all freaked out ?….like I've mentioned he usually likes when I smoke and comes right up to me.Also I had a strange white mark on my hand…I took a picture with my phone but it didn't come out good….it was like white powder along my veins between the third and fourth finger on my left hand…it rubbed off when I touched it ?
8/10/11
Hit it hard…closed my eyes …it was like a red spider web coming at me…opened my eyes and the room just started flashing, over and over…then the image started breaking apart and coming back together muddled up. I couldn't see most of the stuff in my room , it all looked different.There were pictures mixed in every time the blasts came back together. This went on and on to where i felt like I was stuck in someones bad trip….then i realized it might be mine ? The bong was right next to me and I could sort of see it at one point…I couldn't remember if I had smoked dmt but I thought I might have lol. The pictures stopped but everything had not fallen back together yet. I got freaked out thinking maybe I didn't smoke any and this was a flashback or they were coming for me ? I got up and ran out of the room and down the stairs. I found my small girl cat and gave her a pet and I came back fast
A few things that were weird…I heard a voice saying…."oh no you got the zappy guy"…or something like that right when the flashes started ? Also when I got up to run out of the room I saw my bare feet….they were smaller than usual and had three large bumps….two just behind my toes and one a little further back on the outside side of the foot. They looked really weird. I have gotten alien hands a bunch of times but never looked at my feet. Over all it was just weird, it wasn't bad. I wasn't really scared , just confused. I laughed about not realizing I was tripping after the fact
6/03/11 trip report
I could feel it building up after the hit…..It was a small pile (orangey colored crystals) maybe .05g or less…on top of ash in my bong...didn't get it all. My field of vision didn't turn red as it has in the past…it all happened too fast for that. As I blew out the hit (which seemed like a lot of smoke) the patterns hit me….they were squares with pictures in them….they came in blasts that took my breath away, I mean I couldn't breath when they were flashing at first. It felt a little like convulsions but that passed after a second or two. It wasn't scary, just a little unsettling….as soon as the smoke was out of my mouth this started so I was trying to regain my breath.
It was different from past blasts where I saw squares with patterns and lights in them. It still came in squares but these were pictures of worldly things……I saw stop signs with fluid yellow arrows pointing down….a weird little sign hanging on a string blowing in the wind ? ( this was a yellow strip of paper? tied to the string that had moving dots on it, the dots just moved along the piece of paper )….there were a bunch of other repeating things I can't recall….a lot of signs….I opened my eyes and I saw my cat like a cartoon with a plastic flower for one of it's eyes. There was someone saying my name in the background but I was alone.
I had climbed on to the bed during the first part of the blast which took a little doing but I made it. I was holding on to my cat during the pictures ….when I finally could see again he still had a plastic flower in place of one eye.
After that ( I lost track of time but the flashes went maybe less than two minutes) I was in another place. My bed was like a throne and I felt like a king... with my cat like a lion. The air turned into swirling patterns, wispy …kind of like smoke but with an intricate filigree pattern and lots of twinkling colored lights. Everything was moving….I was just in awe…I don't know how else to put it.
My cat seemed very into all this…he was very interested in how my fingers smelled even though I didn't touch the DMT with them. He was right up close to me looking in my eyes. He looked very different…..shimmering, although flowerless at this point.
The patterns and lights slowly subsided….my room became my room again. I sat there petting my cat trying to put together what had just happened. All in less than ten minutes
This was my second trip…"with my cat"…..
He is a very personable cat and loves attention but like I said he seems to become very interested when I take DMT ? In my first trip with him on this same batch I pulled his soul from his body with my hand and my arm turned into my cat….with hair and eyes !!!!
6/11/11 trip report
Had another insane trip this morning on the last little bit of the street bought stuff.It was so weird because the all the other times I smoked that stuff it was the same.....field of vision turned red and a torrent of squares, all in channels.....all moving. This time it was just like the extracted batch....took my breath away when I let the hit out ….but that only lasted a few seconds . Eyes open….no flashes, just a crazy pattern that covered everything in the room including me....it was like a black paisley pattern of sorts...
I was then taken away and not just me....everything went away...somewhere else
I remember looking at my arm and there were crazy patterns and lights in my arm. I'm really not sure what happened after that I just remember as I started coming back I was saying I didn't understand...what ever happened was too much for me to comprehend apparently..
I then watch as everything came back.....it was wild....bits and pieces all rushing back together right in front of my eyes....it's really hard to explain..I just know I have never seen anything like it before. Reality rushes in ….
I was left with a feeling of satisfaction knowing that the pieces fall back together so well. I also felt in awe knowing there is something out there we might never understand .
6/13/11 trip report
Fresh base…..didn't get it on the first hit…on top of ash in my bong….it liquified fast, got some smoke but didn't do it…..I hit what was left directly with the lighter…..lots of smoke and smoke blew straight up out of the bowl !
No flashes….just craziness….my cats face was morphing all different colors and patterns….he had a third eye for a moment. Things got strange and scary after that….someone was talking to me…saying someone else ( they named someone/something ) was coming….they were going to do something( they had a term for it but I can't recall? ) but not to worry…just let them and they will go….
What/whoever it was started doing it's thing……lots of moving lights ….blinking…….I had some sort of convulsion in my left arm…..I saw a bead of light shoot up my arm and two of my finger tips twitched. I never saw any entities but could feel the presence, I was laying on my bed and could feel something linger over me. I never saw where the voice came from either.
Right after that I started coming back….everything pulling back together as it did the last time….my left arm felt funny and took the longest to return…..the rest of me and the room was back but my left hand was still alien……..it took a few moments longer to return to normal, I remember being worried that my hand might stay alien. I rubbed it because it felt weird.
I'm not sure what happened …it was very strange and didn't feel all that good. My arm feels ok now….a little tingly and slightly asleep but it was a long day at work and other than that I feel fine.
There seems to be a progression…where each trip will change but still have similarities to the last. The first few times I got lots of colors and patterns repeating but never travelled and came back ? When the colors went away the morphing and traveling/coming back , voices and other craziness started.
edit..about three hours later….I am having a hard time deciding if I actually had some sort of convulsion or if I was just tripping. I feel normal now…my arm and hand are fine
…no other side effects7/4/11
First time smoking since 6/13…been vaping a little at a time with nice feelings.
Hit hard after it liquified….what I thought was a small amount…..no flashes…just blasted to another place…….my hand twitched so I held my hands together and there was this heart pattern that kept circling through my hands…the picture on my wall had changed to something else….i kept looking between my hands and the picture saying I didn't understand…..but I'm starting to get it now….there is nothing to understand. (something about my ear and my hand)
The really weird part about it was that my cat was in the room laying down on my laundry….and just as I came back from my trip he went tearing out of the room all freaked out ?….like I've mentioned he usually likes when I smoke and comes right up to me.Also I had a strange white mark on my hand…I took a picture with my phone but it didn't come out good….it was like white powder along my veins between the third and fourth finger on my left hand…it rubbed off when I touched it ?
8/10/11
Hit it hard…closed my eyes …it was like a red spider web coming at me…opened my eyes and the room just started flashing, over and over…then the image started breaking apart and coming back together muddled up. I couldn't see most of the stuff in my room , it all looked different.There were pictures mixed in every time the blasts came back together. This went on and on to where i felt like I was stuck in someones bad trip….then i realized it might be mine ? The bong was right next to me and I could sort of see it at one point…I couldn't remember if I had smoked dmt but I thought I might have lol. The pictures stopped but everything had not fallen back together yet. I got freaked out thinking maybe I didn't smoke any and this was a flashback or they were coming for me ? I got up and ran out of the room and down the stairs. I found my small girl cat and gave her a pet and I came back fast
A few things that were weird…I heard a voice saying…."oh no you got the zappy guy"…or something like that right when the flashes started ? Also when I got up to run out of the room I saw my bare feet….they were smaller than usual and had three large bumps….two just behind my toes and one a little further back on the outside side of the foot. They looked really weird. I have gotten alien hands a bunch of times but never looked at my feet. Over all it was just weird, it wasn't bad. I wasn't really scared , just confused. I laughed about not realizing I was tripping after the fact
