Hello everyone. I have been a lurker for several months but I have refrained from posting until I had a DMT experience to contribute. I must say that it is wonderful reading others experiences. I hope that I can convey my own well enough for you.
A little background
As a kid I was pretty serious and sensible compared to most but I had a dark and angry part of me that I locked away for years. I am from a single parent family and had to grow up quick. Around the age of 12 with help from my Mum I searched for my Dad but it didn't work out (we met several times but he stopped contacting me) and I suppressed my feelings for several years. I had an alcohol overdose when I was 13 and grew to really hate alcohol (I saw it consuming my Mum's life as she had her own problems that she kept to herself to try and preserve my innocence as a child) along with drugs.
I don't know what happened but one day I woke up and my attitude on life was different. I was curious personified! I found erowid as a straight laced 16 year old and was fascinated by what I discovered. The seed of my psycho-naught journey had well and truly been sewn.
LSD caught my interest the most and it wasn't until a couple of years later we crossed paths. I purchased one gelatin windowpane tab for what was considered a high price but to this day it far exceeds any tab or liquid I have tried.
I experienced ego death and it was beautiful. I will never forget the moment I felt the energy of the universe running through my body. With my eyes closed I saw a white ball hovering above the back of my head (I heard Mckenna described his in a similar way, that really blew my mind the other day) . I opened my eyes and saw my friends faces dripping onto the floor. The Intense geometrical patterns making up silhouettes of people dancing and ultra violet viens glowing from my own and friends bodies was truly remarkable.
I couldn't sleep before work due to the residual effects but my gosh that day was even more beautiful. It was a sunday and I was working at a photo development shop. Had the whole place to myself and 2 or 3 customers the whole day. I spent the day consumed by what I had experienced. I never felt so alive in my whole life. I saw so much more around me and felt so much love for everything. I had learnt a lot but at the same time I felt that I barely knew anything. It's a pleasure to reminisce about that day and I often refer to it as my rebirth.
7 years on and here I am digesting the last two DMT experiences. I had previously smoked a little in a joint and vaporised 15mg twice but I knew I was only scratching the surface. I didn't feel like I was ready to try a breakthrough dose in my GVG so I just waited for the right time.
Well, 2 weeks ago I administered a 100mg Methoxetamine and 10mg 2cb IM injection. The two combine very well the hole was like I was back at work operating a lighting console except the club was twisting inside and out. When I started to come back to reality I realised the joysticks I were holding to control pan and tilt were actually my bed sheets and I wasn't at a rave I was in my bedroom! after about an hour of chilling listening to music I said to myself "now is the time".
I loaded 25mg lay back on my bed and by about 10 seconds of slowly inhaling it was already coming on strong, i went hard for the last few seconds and tried to hold my breath for 20 seconds but by ten I felt incredibly weird and freaked out immediately thinking I had taken to much. My room oscillated and became dome shaped like an igloo. I closed my eyes and felt an angry presence like I shouldn't be here in this strange place. It felt like the super computer of the universe but in a waiting room. I could see the information buzzing through wires. The entity appeared and was black and roundish I can't remember 'his' appearance too well. It was like he was judging me. I was really scared and panicking at this point as he started to get close and then back off real fast but I told myself that everything is going to be ok and I didn't take too much, relax and absorb the experience.
Almost immediately a female Entity came from my right. I have never seen anything so beautiful in my whole life. She looked pregnant and had a long, slim body (apart from her belly!) made up of the most intricate patterns I have ever seen. Purple, orange and green stand out from here on out. She radiated the purest love and I feel connected to her almost the way you do to your family but more ancient.
She led me to a passage that led to a dome shaped complex and sat me down on a chair. My body sunk from its rigid and contort position and I experienced extreme euphoria. That moment is the most blissful of my life. The drum and bass music I was listening to was really tribal and not recognisable. That didn't matter because it sounded incredible. I sat there and chilled out looking around me at this beautiful place. I think the orange was more like gold colour. The walls were made up of lots of hieroglyphics like others have described and the walls rounded with many tunnels to my left. To my right the was an entity looking at me but they were happy I was there. I felt more presences than the 2 entities but I could only see 2. The really beautiful one was to my left my the tunnels.
I looked at her until this place was no more and I concluded that she was the creator of something huge. I'm not a religious person but this was the most spiritual moment of my life.
When I was down at baseline I had that familiar post trip feeling.
Life Is BEAUTIFUL!
A little background
As a kid I was pretty serious and sensible compared to most but I had a dark and angry part of me that I locked away for years. I am from a single parent family and had to grow up quick. Around the age of 12 with help from my Mum I searched for my Dad but it didn't work out (we met several times but he stopped contacting me) and I suppressed my feelings for several years. I had an alcohol overdose when I was 13 and grew to really hate alcohol (I saw it consuming my Mum's life as she had her own problems that she kept to herself to try and preserve my innocence as a child) along with drugs.
I don't know what happened but one day I woke up and my attitude on life was different. I was curious personified! I found erowid as a straight laced 16 year old and was fascinated by what I discovered. The seed of my psycho-naught journey had well and truly been sewn.
LSD caught my interest the most and it wasn't until a couple of years later we crossed paths. I purchased one gelatin windowpane tab for what was considered a high price but to this day it far exceeds any tab or liquid I have tried.
I experienced ego death and it was beautiful. I will never forget the moment I felt the energy of the universe running through my body. With my eyes closed I saw a white ball hovering above the back of my head (I heard Mckenna described his in a similar way, that really blew my mind the other day) . I opened my eyes and saw my friends faces dripping onto the floor. The Intense geometrical patterns making up silhouettes of people dancing and ultra violet viens glowing from my own and friends bodies was truly remarkable.
I couldn't sleep before work due to the residual effects but my gosh that day was even more beautiful. It was a sunday and I was working at a photo development shop. Had the whole place to myself and 2 or 3 customers the whole day. I spent the day consumed by what I had experienced. I never felt so alive in my whole life. I saw so much more around me and felt so much love for everything. I had learnt a lot but at the same time I felt that I barely knew anything. It's a pleasure to reminisce about that day and I often refer to it as my rebirth.
7 years on and here I am digesting the last two DMT experiences. I had previously smoked a little in a joint and vaporised 15mg twice but I knew I was only scratching the surface. I didn't feel like I was ready to try a breakthrough dose in my GVG so I just waited for the right time.
Well, 2 weeks ago I administered a 100mg Methoxetamine and 10mg 2cb IM injection. The two combine very well the hole was like I was back at work operating a lighting console except the club was twisting inside and out. When I started to come back to reality I realised the joysticks I were holding to control pan and tilt were actually my bed sheets and I wasn't at a rave I was in my bedroom! after about an hour of chilling listening to music I said to myself "now is the time".
I loaded 25mg lay back on my bed and by about 10 seconds of slowly inhaling it was already coming on strong, i went hard for the last few seconds and tried to hold my breath for 20 seconds but by ten I felt incredibly weird and freaked out immediately thinking I had taken to much. My room oscillated and became dome shaped like an igloo. I closed my eyes and felt an angry presence like I shouldn't be here in this strange place. It felt like the super computer of the universe but in a waiting room. I could see the information buzzing through wires. The entity appeared and was black and roundish I can't remember 'his' appearance too well. It was like he was judging me. I was really scared and panicking at this point as he started to get close and then back off real fast but I told myself that everything is going to be ok and I didn't take too much, relax and absorb the experience.
Almost immediately a female Entity came from my right. I have never seen anything so beautiful in my whole life. She looked pregnant and had a long, slim body (apart from her belly!) made up of the most intricate patterns I have ever seen. Purple, orange and green stand out from here on out. She radiated the purest love and I feel connected to her almost the way you do to your family but more ancient.
She led me to a passage that led to a dome shaped complex and sat me down on a chair. My body sunk from its rigid and contort position and I experienced extreme euphoria. That moment is the most blissful of my life. The drum and bass music I was listening to was really tribal and not recognisable. That didn't matter because it sounded incredible. I sat there and chilled out looking around me at this beautiful place. I think the orange was more like gold colour. The walls were made up of lots of hieroglyphics like others have described and the walls rounded with many tunnels to my left. To my right the was an entity looking at me but they were happy I was there. I felt more presences than the 2 entities but I could only see 2. The really beautiful one was to my left my the tunnels.
I looked at her until this place was no more and I concluded that she was the creator of something huge. I'm not a religious person but this was the most spiritual moment of my life.
When I was down at baseline I had that familiar post trip feeling.
Life Is BEAUTIFUL!
