Alex101
Juice Man
Hi, my names Alex and i've browsed here a few times but thought i'd sign up.
Quick story of me.I am 20, the past 2 years has been sifting and going through the problems of my personal conditioning and i am now on the verge of choice. Arriving at the decisions to make the choice for a healthy value system, which is all very exciting! I guess more recently i have been reading up alot on the psychedelic/high end experiences which somehow ended up on my lap.
Ironically i used to smoke marijuana years back(not to a concious degree) where i usually always had terrifying experiences. These experiences shaped my identity and waking life for years. If pott could do that, what the holy hell is a mushroom going to do to me? Where at first i'd feel the sensations im my body from marijjuana when i thought of any psychedelic substance, now i have a profound curiosity for it.I do not know exactly why those experiences manifested in such ways(if you must know, i felt my brain being chopped in half, things trying to jump out my head, falling on spikes) but with half a brain, it seems obvious that it was due to all the pain i was holding inside of myself.
DMT has been a more recent discovery, i don't believe i am ready for it yet but it is my biggest curiosity. I hope one day, i will get to experience it because i don't really have any close friends and finding dmt intrigued people seems like a whole other dimension(terrible pun intended).I feel like until i resolve everything inside of myself, i should not take any psychedelic substance maybe because somewhere i still fear maybe those things from pott might manifest again.At the same time though, i know people have used such rouses to help themselves and maybe all the good i've learnt far outweighs the negative things. Anyway, i will probably leave it at that, see you around the forum. Cheers.
Quick story of me.I am 20, the past 2 years has been sifting and going through the problems of my personal conditioning and i am now on the verge of choice. Arriving at the decisions to make the choice for a healthy value system, which is all very exciting! I guess more recently i have been reading up alot on the psychedelic/high end experiences which somehow ended up on my lap.
Ironically i used to smoke marijuana years back(not to a concious degree) where i usually always had terrifying experiences. These experiences shaped my identity and waking life for years. If pott could do that, what the holy hell is a mushroom going to do to me? Where at first i'd feel the sensations im my body from marijjuana when i thought of any psychedelic substance, now i have a profound curiosity for it.I do not know exactly why those experiences manifested in such ways(if you must know, i felt my brain being chopped in half, things trying to jump out my head, falling on spikes) but with half a brain, it seems obvious that it was due to all the pain i was holding inside of myself.
DMT has been a more recent discovery, i don't believe i am ready for it yet but it is my biggest curiosity. I hope one day, i will get to experience it because i don't really have any close friends and finding dmt intrigued people seems like a whole other dimension(terrible pun intended).I feel like until i resolve everything inside of myself, i should not take any psychedelic substance maybe because somewhere i still fear maybe those things from pott might manifest again.At the same time though, i know people have used such rouses to help themselves and maybe all the good i've learnt far outweighs the negative things. Anyway, i will probably leave it at that, see you around the forum. Cheers.
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