TheMysteDOM
Rising Star
Hey guys and girls,
My name is Jared and im new to all this.. Recently in the passing months ive been made aware of all these drugs and beings that are out there. Good drugs!
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Ever since then its been like destiny or something.. its very hard for me to explain, but its like i knew about all this stuff before but i didnt? its like this is my calling or something?
I have never really been into drugs through-out my life.
When i was younger i used to Sniff Petrol out of a Jerry-Can, and lemme tell you it was eye-opening at the time. Even to this day i can remeber the experiences i used to have after school everyday for about 2 months. One day it got really bad that i passed out for 3 hours.
Shortly after this time of "sniff"ing.. I had a nightmare which really shook me up, it was like a Dejavu - flashback.
I can remeber it perfectly, i was sudddenly experiencing the same "trip" if you call it. FROM WHEN I WAS PASSED OUT.
I know it sounds weird, and the way im telling you guys it isnt that articulate. but its true.
So now im 20, i smoke cannabis like a joke everyday. Cause i like to get high and feel relaxed etc etc.
So my mate told me about salvia, said it was times 45 or somethings and asked if i would ever try it. Im not stupid so i began to research Salvia and its affects all the pros and con's. To my excitement and nervousness there was barely any cons? Anyway i told my mate nah i wouldnt try it cause it would be way to intense for me.
So my mate got a new bong which stands 2 feet high. Lemme tell you, this thing is a monster.
I Though he was putting in some green and a bit of hash. But oh no it was a FULL GRAM of salvia times 45, i proceeding to ripp that bong. and oh boy it hurt.
Now it only lasted for about 8-11 minutes. But i ripped that bong like a whore and yes there was no water in the bong. My heart was beating so fast i thought i was going to die, suddenly i felt a force dragging me down and down and down. Because i was sceptical i feel maybe i didnt get the whole effect? i dont know cause im a noob. But anyway this downer i was going into was'nt to bad. I looked around the room. Suddenly i seen about 12 people looking and laughing at me.. thats bad, i felt un-easy because i was in the "trip" when i was told i had took the stuff lol. SPIKED if you like?
I as told to relaxe and i did. BUT i couldnt for about 2 mins as the experience i was having was exactly like sniffing petrol? my vision was the same everytime i focused on some1s face and looked to some1 else it was like a story-book page turning. This freaked me out because i had heard if you get flashbacks its bad?
So then i began to hear the voices of epople in the room re-assuring me and telling me im okay, suddenly i felt great.. my thoughts where so fast i was thinking 1000's of things per second, i was able to work out things in my head i could never before...things got to do with life.
This is so hard to explain.
So, about 3 weeks ago i took Ketamine for the 1st time, once again i didnt know i was taking it.. they call it the K-hole when your lost in your thoughts. Supposidly you can't tell lies or something on it, like it reveals you to yourself and stuff. i was told bad people who took it would cry and have a bad experience. ONCE again the same feelings etc from the good old petrol days came back..
But i was able to bare it and then suddenly felt gr8 again? well after the 15 min of shaking after.
IS THIS NORMAL OR IS THERE A LINK BETWEEN IT ALL. I have a feeling there's a link but... i just can't put my finger on it.
Thanks
Its like every experience i have is bad, and then its the light at the end of the tunnel, and theres a being saying " i told you so, just bare thru it and youll see the light at the end, i am the light"
Who is that? my own throughts or EDB?
My new dream is to partake of DMT and see what is truely out there. Ive planted the seed and its grown into a tree already. I may not have many apples, but they are shiney.
My name is Jared and im new to all this.. Recently in the passing months ive been made aware of all these drugs and beings that are out there. Good drugs!
.Ever since then its been like destiny or something.. its very hard for me to explain, but its like i knew about all this stuff before but i didnt? its like this is my calling or something?
I have never really been into drugs through-out my life.
When i was younger i used to Sniff Petrol out of a Jerry-Can, and lemme tell you it was eye-opening at the time. Even to this day i can remeber the experiences i used to have after school everyday for about 2 months. One day it got really bad that i passed out for 3 hours.
Shortly after this time of "sniff"ing.. I had a nightmare which really shook me up, it was like a Dejavu - flashback.
I can remeber it perfectly, i was sudddenly experiencing the same "trip" if you call it. FROM WHEN I WAS PASSED OUT.
I know it sounds weird, and the way im telling you guys it isnt that articulate. but its true.
So now im 20, i smoke cannabis like a joke everyday. Cause i like to get high and feel relaxed etc etc.
So my mate told me about salvia, said it was times 45 or somethings and asked if i would ever try it. Im not stupid so i began to research Salvia and its affects all the pros and con's. To my excitement and nervousness there was barely any cons? Anyway i told my mate nah i wouldnt try it cause it would be way to intense for me.
So my mate got a new bong which stands 2 feet high. Lemme tell you, this thing is a monster.
I Though he was putting in some green and a bit of hash. But oh no it was a FULL GRAM of salvia times 45, i proceeding to ripp that bong. and oh boy it hurt.
Now it only lasted for about 8-11 minutes. But i ripped that bong like a whore and yes there was no water in the bong. My heart was beating so fast i thought i was going to die, suddenly i felt a force dragging me down and down and down. Because i was sceptical i feel maybe i didnt get the whole effect? i dont know cause im a noob
. But anyway this downer i was going into was'nt to bad. I looked around the room. Suddenly i seen about 12 people looking and laughing at me.. thats bad, i felt un-easy because i was in the "trip" when i was told i had took the stuff lol. SPIKED if you like?I as told to relaxe and i did. BUT i couldnt for about 2 mins as the experience i was having was exactly like sniffing petrol? my vision was the same everytime i focused on some1s face and looked to some1 else it was like a story-book page turning. This freaked me out because i had heard if you get flashbacks its bad?
So then i began to hear the voices of epople in the room re-assuring me and telling me im okay, suddenly i felt great.. my thoughts where so fast i was thinking 1000's of things per second, i was able to work out things in my head i could never before...things got to do with life.
This is so hard to explain.
So, about 3 weeks ago i took Ketamine for the 1st time, once again i didnt know i was taking it.. they call it the K-hole when your lost in your thoughts. Supposidly you can't tell lies or something on it, like it reveals you to yourself and stuff. i was told bad people who took it would cry and have a bad experience. ONCE again the same feelings etc from the good old petrol days came back..
But i was able to bare it and then suddenly felt gr8 again? well after the 15 min of shaking after.
IS THIS NORMAL OR IS THERE A LINK BETWEEN IT ALL. I have a feeling there's a link but... i just can't put my finger on it.
Thanks
Its like every experience i have is bad, and then its the light at the end of the tunnel, and theres a being saying " i told you so, just bare thru it and youll see the light at the end, i am the light"
Who is that? my own throughts or EDB?
My new dream is to partake of DMT and see what is truely out there. Ive planted the seed and its grown into a tree already. I may not have many apples, but they are shiney.
