Hi All, Glad to be Here!

[pan2]

Well, after many hours of creepin' and peepin', I've taken the plunge and have decided to try and become an upstanding member of this fine shop!
I am very much a greenie here, as my practical experience with DMT is limited. I'm not a young man anymore, and yet, for some reason DMT has found me. I have experience with psychedelics, but have not, until recently indulged in any of that kind of activity for a long time. It's probably been at least 25yrs since any hard partying............ yes, I have been on the straight and narrow.
But partying is really not what we are talking about here is it?
Anyway, I know there are some (many) incredibly bright and insightful people HERE. I am no rocket surgeon nor a wordsmith and have many personal issues which I need to improve on. But I like being here.... I like hearing what you guys have to say...... and I think this is a place where I could learn many things that might help me along my journey,..... and maybe, if I'm lucky, eventually have an opportunity to offer just a small morsel to another traveler....... Thanks Guys, and Good Luck!

 

[Guyomech]

Hey, welcome! I'm a little bit older myself, and although I haven't at any point taken a break from psychedeluc usage, the bulk of my experiences were 15-20 years ago. Life was simpler back then! DMT is great because you can still fit the psychedelic experience into your life even if you don't have much spare time. I do find that it takes me just a bit more testicular fortitude to vape some DMT than it ever did to take acid or shrooms. Is it age, or is it just the nature of the beast?

Anyway, great to have you here.

 

[thEorEtical]

Welcome. It seems I'm not the only one who felt the eay o did when I arrived here. Everyone's introduction is full of excitement and gratitude towards finding this place. I love it, such a great community.

 

[endlessness]

Welcome to the Nexus!

Did you try dmt orally/ayahuasca yet? For me it's a great tool to work on those little things we all have to work on

How did DMT come to your life after this long hiatus, if I may ask?

Are you also interested in other psychedelics?

Be well!

 

[pan2]

Thanks for the interest Guys, .... I haven't tried DMT orally yet. Although I have procured some caapi and chaliponga, I have yet to make a brew. - Just waiting to get into the right frame of mind, I guess. I have yet to only stick my little toe into the universe of DMT....... However, I made a successful stb batch of DMT from a lb. of mhrb a couple of months ago. And so, I did try the DMT and was shellshocked by it's affects! It was something I was not prepared for. I still haven't been able to get my mind around what happened.... Even after all the reading and research I did on the molecule, the experience was just simply overwhelming! I guess I thought I was the kind of person that could handle any sort of psychedelic experience, but I discovered dmt was something completely out of my league. So yeah, I blew my own mind there...... just once so far. I've been thinking about going back again, I need to go back, but I'm very apprehensive. Every week or so I'll open the small pill bottle with my DMT in it and give it a whiff, and it's like "wow" the association with that smell.
So anyway, I'm kind of a lone wolf kind of guy so no one introduced me to DMT. I just kind of heard about it and started a private investigation which only served to highten my curiosity to a point where I thought I might like to have a first hand experience. If DMT were something that I would have to procure thruogh a drug dealer, I probably would not have pursued it. Because the extraction of DMT was something I could have control over, I thought, perfect, this was something I could be in control of, in secrecy, a project which may possibly give my life a new trajectory........

 

[Digital Machine]

I still haven't been able to get my mind around what happened.... Even after all the reading and research I did on the molecule, the experience was just simply overwhelming!

You are in good company then, Welcome to the Nexus one nooby to another! I was a peeper too for year before getting active. I hope you take the DMT plunge some more. It is scary as hell but in a good way. Do you know why it is your apprehensive? I know many are, including my self each and every time I do it. For me its because of the sheer alien ness of it, getting blasted into the unknown, and wanting answers then not sure if I REALLY want answers.