well like I said the experience must have last 3 minutes. I then open my eye in a try to leave the world that was unfolding in front of my eye. I couldnt take it.

I am however a little bit more confident. However the intensity of the hallucination did freaked me out and so Im still nervous.

Im more confident however now. I have work on personal issue I feel. I quit smoking weed everyday. already I feel much more grounded in reality but more importantly Im less depressed which gives me the possibilitie to look at the trio in a positive way. when depressed its hard to confront the unknown positively since I see everything on the negative side....

Ill report back this week. I feel that Im ready now

thanks for all the help. After reading a lot latelly in here I sense that my spiritual journey cant be better guided and cant also be avoided. I want to confront my fear of dying.

cheers