TrustLoveMan
Rising Star
Hi guys, I have been on this site before but I can't remember my username.
Anyways, this is my second "round" with dmt, I had one failed extract and a successful one about 6 months ago. I smoked 10 grams in a few weeks and loved every minute. All that dmt was pure white powder, At the end all I had was a small vial of maybe 200mg yellow goo. I heated it in the vial with water and downed it in some gel caps. All was good until about an hour later it hit me like a train and I spent around 15 minutes, sitting in my shower wondering wtf was going on. Here's that experince>>
So things start to melt in my vision and I tell my friend I'm "trippin face" and I need to go in the shower (where I sit out bad trips, only other was about 8g of shrooms). I undress and the shower curtain (which is white) was melting purple and blue. As I sat there I was completely conscious with no auditory effects. All the while I am opening and closing my eyes.
With eyes closed I was in a black world with never ending, flowering silhouettes. They changed rapidly but the predominant image was the silhouette of a woman. It looked like the outline you see on truckers' mud flaps, and they kept flowering out of each other.
With eyes open, All the lines of my bathroom tiles were trailing every color and my shower features (handle and tap) were splitting up and flying around.
I never remembered so much of a trip before! I distinctly remember that when I realized I was coming down, I told myself that to help me cope with wtf was going on. The last CEV I had was a fist that then flicked my off. As if saying "You should have respected me bitch". After a while I was fine and decided to go drink with friends.
-Later that night, I never got so drunk in my life. I ended up blacking out, for the first time ever and fell on my leg. The next morning I awoke with my first hang over ever and a swollen leg. I threw up yellow bile and had partially tore a muscle. That was literally the worst day of my life. I spent the day on my friends couch while everyone else went to a water park.
:arrow: :arrow: :arrow: After that ordeal I was scared of dmt even though I had smoked grams at a time before. Before that night, I would redose on dmt every 5 minutes, staying completely conscious and watching fantasia and alice in wonderland.
:!: :!: :!: I decided to smoke some spice that I had extracted to give to a friend and had a weird experience. I was eyes closed and I saw the chrysanthemum and it was dark with ever chaning images of everything outlines in dark neon. I forced myself to smile and say this is awesome even though my heart was beating out of my chest. After coming down I read just about every experience in the 47 page experience folder. i read of other people's triumphs over the fear.
I decided that in order to get over this crazy fear I had to go full on again. So I did, and that was about 20 minutes ago now.
I packed mullien leaf in a bowl and sprinkled a bunch of dmt over it and when I brought the light down the dmt stayed lit and I got the biggest rip of my life clearing that bong. I almost coughed but only because I never got such a strong taste in my mouth. I exhaled and almost felt myself leave my body for an instant. I laid across my bed and closed my eyes. Same constantly changing images with no bright lights. But this time I was having a good time and redosed after about a mintues. Cleared the bowl and chilled with rebelution for about 15 minutes. It was a good experience and I decided that I wanted to post it. btw, I just made an account and during that ordeal I wrote in notepad
"
haha your security image is a bitch right now
"
:d I was still trippin. Anyways, I was feeling very compassionate and loving. That bad experience was my only experience with oral dmt and I don't think I will ever go that route again but I learned some other good things right now. First of all, I don't like to trip in dim lit rooms. I opened my blinds and this actually let me enjoy OEV for the first time. Also, This was my first time using music and I liked it much better.
Questions's...
-Is it possible to trip hard and not get auditory effects? I have never gotten auditory effects except for when I watch a movie and talking becomes pure gibberish. I don't get mechanical sounds.
-Also, Is is possible to not be able to break through the chrysanthemum? I only remember a slight breakthrough once were I was in a 5 second cartoon with my trip buddy. I have only ever seen images and never seen an entity that I would call real. I can see images of people and faces but they never talk and they quickly dissipate.
I very much want to talk to an entity or be in another "space" but I can't seem to leave my body. And when I had dmt six months ago, I literally took enough to become retarded and had a sort of re-birth while watching fantasia. IDK, but I can always hear my surrounding and I can seem to smoke and smoke until everything is so hectic I can't see my bong. But I come down off this sort of crack binge and I still never have an out of body experience.
I am glad I dosed high this time because now I love dmt again and I feel I can respect it more now.
I will post my old experiences of tripping for long periods if anyone is interested.
Any replies and greatly appreciated! Make sure to trust love guys!:d
Anyways, this is my second "round" with dmt, I had one failed extract and a successful one about 6 months ago. I smoked 10 grams in a few weeks and loved every minute. All that dmt was pure white powder, At the end all I had was a small vial of maybe 200mg yellow goo. I heated it in the vial with water and downed it in some gel caps. All was good until about an hour later it hit me like a train and I spent around 15 minutes, sitting in my shower wondering wtf was going on. Here's that experince>>
So things start to melt in my vision and I tell my friend I'm "trippin face" and I need to go in the shower (where I sit out bad trips, only other was about 8g of shrooms). I undress and the shower curtain (which is white) was melting purple and blue. As I sat there I was completely conscious with no auditory effects. All the while I am opening and closing my eyes.
With eyes closed I was in a black world with never ending, flowering silhouettes. They changed rapidly but the predominant image was the silhouette of a woman. It looked like the outline you see on truckers' mud flaps, and they kept flowering out of each other.
With eyes open, All the lines of my bathroom tiles were trailing every color and my shower features (handle and tap) were splitting up and flying around.
I never remembered so much of a trip before! I distinctly remember that when I realized I was coming down, I told myself that to help me cope with wtf was going on. The last CEV I had was a fist that then flicked my off. As if saying "You should have respected me bitch". After a while I was fine and decided to go drink with friends.
-Later that night, I never got so drunk in my life. I ended up blacking out, for the first time ever and fell on my leg. The next morning I awoke with my first hang over ever and a swollen leg. I threw up yellow bile and had partially tore a muscle. That was literally the worst day of my life. I spent the day on my friends couch while everyone else went to a water park.
:arrow: :arrow: :arrow: After that ordeal I was scared of dmt even though I had smoked grams at a time before. Before that night, I would redose on dmt every 5 minutes, staying completely conscious and watching fantasia and alice in wonderland.
:!: :!: :!: I decided to smoke some spice that I had extracted to give to a friend and had a weird experience. I was eyes closed and I saw the chrysanthemum and it was dark with ever chaning images of everything outlines in dark neon. I forced myself to smile and say this is awesome even though my heart was beating out of my chest. After coming down I read just about every experience in the 47 page experience folder. i read of other people's triumphs over the fear.
I decided that in order to get over this crazy fear I had to go full on again. So I did, and that was about 20 minutes ago now.
I packed mullien leaf in a bowl and sprinkled a bunch of dmt over it and when I brought the light down the dmt stayed lit and I got the biggest rip of my life clearing that bong. I almost coughed but only because I never got such a strong taste in my mouth. I exhaled and almost felt myself leave my body for an instant. I laid across my bed and closed my eyes. Same constantly changing images with no bright lights. But this time I was having a good time and redosed after about a mintues. Cleared the bowl and chilled with rebelution for about 15 minutes. It was a good experience and I decided that I wanted to post it. btw, I just made an account and during that ordeal I wrote in notepad
"
haha your security image is a bitch right now
"
:d I was still trippin. Anyways, I was feeling very compassionate and loving. That bad experience was my only experience with oral dmt and I don't think I will ever go that route again but I learned some other good things right now. First of all, I don't like to trip in dim lit rooms. I opened my blinds and this actually let me enjoy OEV for the first time. Also, This was my first time using music and I liked it much better.
Questions's...
-Is it possible to trip hard and not get auditory effects? I have never gotten auditory effects except for when I watch a movie and talking becomes pure gibberish. I don't get mechanical sounds.
-Also, Is is possible to not be able to break through the chrysanthemum? I only remember a slight breakthrough once were I was in a 5 second cartoon with my trip buddy. I have only ever seen images and never seen an entity that I would call real. I can see images of people and faces but they never talk and they quickly dissipate.
I very much want to talk to an entity or be in another "space" but I can't seem to leave my body. And when I had dmt six months ago, I literally took enough to become retarded and had a sort of re-birth while watching fantasia. IDK, but I can always hear my surrounding and I can seem to smoke and smoke until everything is so hectic I can't see my bong. But I come down off this sort of crack binge and I still never have an out of body experience.
I am glad I dosed high this time because now I love dmt again and I feel I can respect it more now.
I will post my old experiences of tripping for long periods if anyone is interested.
Any replies and greatly appreciated! Make sure to trust love guys!:d
