Hey guys, I'm fairly new here, too. I know exactly what the original poster is talking about. When you get a minute, go to Youtube and check out Terence McKenna: Culture is not your friend. It represents how I feel about being ruled by others and how narrow other people's viewpoints are sometimes.

Willnotcannot: I would recommend getting some cuttings of Trichocereus pachanoi or peruvianus and extracting mescaline. You don't have to go to a pure crystalline end product. You can do a resin extraction with alcohol and that will make it so you don't have to drink two cups of horrid cactus juice. Besides, mescaline is very forgiving and friendly.

Good luck. Let's keep on posting whenever we have something to contribute, no matter how small.