Thanks for the welcome, looks like you guys have a pretty wise and understanding community here. It's surprising compared to other's I have looked at although I was usually just an observer til recently. I was always a little shy but now I feel as though I can accomplish anything. Oh I had a question maybe you find it a little strange me asking this but what opinions do you have on death? Because in my opinion it's part of the natural order of thing's everything goes through this inevitable end. And in a way I think it should just be accepted.I guess for me it's not death that scares me but leaving friend's and family behind. Just curious if anyone think's the same way or if I'm just nuts lol.