Caducious
Rising Star
Hello I am Caducious. I have decided to stop lurking here and join. I never was much for forum posting but after joining another forum last year to help try and protect the rights of people to enjoy their freedom (or the myth there of) I have gained a little experience in the field of forums; and found that I like it.
I did join the shroomery a long time ago but I did not get good reactions to my posts so I gave up. Now that I have learned how to use a forum properly and I have matured in my lifes journey I feel that this is a much better place for me to be then the shroomery so I decided to give it a shot.
I have had much experience with psycadelics in my 25 years of life. And I feel that my ability to gather information from my observations and the unique way that I am able to compile that information in subjective, objective, liner and abstract ways all all without thinking and in a way t hat I can only describe as "intuitive" or automatic is owed to psychedelic expansion of my mind over the years.
At one time I used psychedelics a lot. A whole lot. I never felt like I was using them allot but in comparison to most people as well as looking back I did. Today I do not use them so much. I have not tripped on anything in about 6 months to date. And before that it had been about four or five.
I tend to let it be a natural and "happens as it should" type of thing these days. That is funny because at one point in my life I would have sought out something to help me peer into the mysteries reality and the unfathomable even when I did not realize I was.
I am not saying that this for for some reason that I am proud of or anything like that. It just is what it is. It is where I have settled after all intensity of searching. I very well may end up on another two year stretch of tripping everyday for months at a time. Who is to say.
I do know one thing though. Demetri is the ultimate and the end of the search for me. It may not be as fun or recreational as shrooms and acid. But it is way more important as far as spiritually and in terms of being a true tool in the understanding of my brain and the way it perceives reality. I would say a tool in understanding reality but I have come a long way in my journey and I know that I am really just understanding how I interact with reality. And that is what I perceive reality to be.
Anyway nice to meet all of you.
I did join the shroomery a long time ago but I did not get good reactions to my posts so I gave up. Now that I have learned how to use a forum properly and I have matured in my lifes journey I feel that this is a much better place for me to be then the shroomery so I decided to give it a shot.
I have had much experience with psycadelics in my 25 years of life. And I feel that my ability to gather information from my observations and the unique way that I am able to compile that information in subjective, objective, liner and abstract ways all all without thinking and in a way t hat I can only describe as "intuitive" or automatic is owed to psychedelic expansion of my mind over the years.
At one time I used psychedelics a lot. A whole lot. I never felt like I was using them allot but in comparison to most people as well as looking back I did. Today I do not use them so much. I have not tripped on anything in about 6 months to date. And before that it had been about four or five.
I tend to let it be a natural and "happens as it should" type of thing these days. That is funny because at one point in my life I would have sought out something to help me peer into the mysteries reality and the unfathomable even when I did not realize I was.
I am not saying that this for for some reason that I am proud of or anything like that. It just is what it is. It is where I have settled after all intensity of searching. I very well may end up on another two year stretch of tripping everyday for months at a time. Who is to say.
I do know one thing though. Demetri is the ultimate and the end of the search for me. It may not be as fun or recreational as shrooms and acid. But it is way more important as far as spiritually and in terms of being a true tool in the understanding of my brain and the way it perceives reality. I would say a tool in understanding reality but I have come a long way in my journey and I know that I am really just understanding how I interact with reality. And that is what I perceive reality to be.
Anyway nice to meet all of you.
