Hello Namcor,

Sounds to me, dealing with this could be risky as some changes could be permanent and leave a scar on your soul.

Your experience was incredible deep. Like breaking through the breakthrough to the point of ego-death. I have never been so far, you sure rocked that crack pipe :/

If nothing Enoon wrotes helps you, you could visit a doctor and ask for a mild antipsychotic. Maybe take Seroquel before going to bed, it's a mild antipsychotic with short half life, so if you would take say 50mg per day for 2-3 weeks you may be over it (and the sleep is really deep but with mild to no hangover).

After reading your aftereffects again.. You should visit a doctor or risk permanent psychosis.